Sunday, May 31, 2009

me and elvis presley
our brite blue sky with out chemtrails,,its been 3 days now with out chemtrails,,im watching to see when they do it and how we feel according,,

its EARLY sunday am,,all is quiet,i felt creepy early last night so i feel asleep,,and when i woke up today, our house is bigger again,,all of D's stuff is gone AND SO IS MY QUILT >i gotta watch her,,,so shes moved on out now,,still owing us money and wheres my quilt huh>? Kelly is still alseep,,im sure Kell talked to D to see what was going on,,her TV is still here too soo,,i think it will be OK. kellys mom came over to hang out w/ us last nite,it was fun - we ate taco-bueno and we showed her all of the plants ndoors and out---
she enjoyed it,,im soo glad.
i have been suffering from RA in my feet now,,its moved down to my feet (again) and its very hard to walk,,
the weatherchannel.com has lost their minds,,who's in charge there,, i had to remove my shortcut and stop going there,,OMG they have roaches craweling all over the pages - its discusting,andi wont go thee anymore,,way to keep your customers weather dot com,,(fools)
well,i was gonnaprovide a link,,but now the roaches are gone,,it was a add for ORKIN MAN,,and ick,,why all the roaches?

Friday, May 29, 2009

just reading about DEFCON 1 and north korea,,OMGOD!
> if they want to ??? mr.kim jong il can now push a button and wipe out -god only knows- how far and what ....hey,,,,whats the deal KIM JONG IL?? u've been silent all these years and now u wanna whip out your guns and start a fight?? whats this world coming to,,and bigger question is what part of the new world order is N.K. going to play,,what role?? i will research that right this second :::
someone else asked this same question,,im slow,,way slow,dangIT!
"Both the Clinton and Bush administrations played a key role in helping Kim Jong-Il develop North Korea’s nuclear prowess from the mid 1990’s onwards."
a bleep from the blog i found in regards to kim jong il
i asked the new roomy what sign she is,,aquarius .. we r going into the age of quarius - but this has no connection to the "roomy" shes moving out anyways,,we drove her crazy,,heheee,my plan has worked... so yeah,,no more 2 named girl..she has 2 names,,we call her danille,,
heres her on the news this year:

and everyone else calls her shannon // OH NO -wait gotta find it on the web...searching .......
her old boyfriend////budding serial killer,/// father of her little girl,,said"shannon" sounded "gay" so he called her by her middle name,Danielle and thats how that started -
she is such a trip,,OMG we can hardly take it.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

screenshot of my search that scared me....i read it all!

my computer is having issues,im with another virus i do believe-getting lots of weird crashes and
3 x my computer rebooted tself int SAFEMODE..i was like,,"wtf?" i am sure its a deep virus i have to scrub-dangIT!i hate this,,its the price i pay for exploring seeds,,,aka torrents.. and its worth it,,i JUST watched the film called Illuminati and their secret-space= WOW..its far out.!!! and i have a few other awesome downloads i cant wait to watch.i was in really bad shape yesterday RA was thriving in me,i could NOT walk on my feetbones at all,it hurt so bad i went insane im my head,,and just passed OUT after having to take serious dose of pain aids..
ITS REALLY REALLY UNUSUAL WEATHER going on here,,its like a friggen'minnesota-day!!!
its been just around 55. at nite and 60. during the day,its unbelievable,,,(if this is global weather modification, then i'm all for it ) sooo surreal ..this weather is just down right weird!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009




flower in my yard.
is it wed already? omg time is just going by too quickly for me to really keeep up,,WHOs reading this from tulsa oklahoma,,pllease sign or leavea ny klind of hint as to who is here ?

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

me and mary- sunday nite at "hippy-party"(larry's annual blast)
~ i had to turn that last "post" into a "[draft"-save]" and not "publicly" express my opinion about someone,i always think " I shat NOT judge",,and i try to stick to that ....forgive..
every things gonna work out in the long run im sure, but what scares me is the news -im sure intrigued by"headlines" these days.
~i cant help but wonder whats around the next corner ? big UFO parks in the sky? and we all run around insane from it!,they should make a movie,, not so much like war of the worlds,,more like something that would happen today , like the MOVIE: KNOWING,whoah,,great film,,about adam and eve,,and it made me think about history ,, i really liked this film KNOWING and its implied that aliens had something to do with our genetics...past present and future
knowing 2009

Sunday, May 24, 2009


2012 is just around the corner -its the dawning of the age of aquarius.
im just now taking time to discover what the hell is web bot,,have u heard of it? i have, but had NO interest in it,,well,,wow,,now im interested because of this story,,very very interesting stuff as far as predictions and accuracy,
Web Bot Predictions for 2008 / 2009:
Since its conception in the late 1990’s, the Web Bot Project has made a number of very accurate and insightful predictions regarding coming events. Originally designed to track stock market trends, the Web Bot uses a system of spiders that crawl the Internet looking for patterns of behavior, trends and chatter pertaining to coming events. This tool is believed to be able to forecast the future by tapping into the collective unconscious of society.
http://ufoblogger.blogspot.com/2009/04/web-bot-prediction-for-2009.html
FAROUT!
and after reading the article,,i may want to start thinking about back up plans and stocking up. seriously tho! i am going to hoard in the basement! bullets water canned food,,and seeds to plant should i happen to survive 2012,,u never know,, its all planned out tho--God knows who's doing what where when and why,, who's in and who's out.i like the prediction of UFOs being reported 1000 times over then what is going on now...

i am always observing the sky the chemtrails fake clouds,, put that with stressful times and arguments and i think we have a match,,i say we get aggressive and anger quickly when we see chemtrails in the days before,,its something im am going to LOG / and NOTE and see how-(with out telling anyone)-how we all act,,are we mellow? or aggatated? are we happy? or depressed?it has alot to do with the thick air of chemtrails that we are breathing in- im going to get scientific with this.

Saturday, May 23, 2009


i just watched the film:
MICHEAL MOORE SICKO...........
THIS MOVIE COMPLETLY MADE ME CRY KNOWING HOW HESE PPL ARE LIVING HEALTY WONDERFUL LIVES AND WE,,,WE ARE ALL GETTING SCREWED AND WE THINK WE ARE REAAAALLLLY SOMETHING HERE,,IM ASHAMED OF THIS COUNTRY AND ALL OF THIS GLUTTONY -
WE ARE COMPLETLY ASS BACKWARDS HERE IN AMERICA,, WE THINK WE R THE BEST..BUT WE ARE NOT,WE R FOOLS!!!AND BEING LIED TO!!!AND BELEIVIG THAT SOCIAL MEDICANE IS BAD,,I HAVE CHANGED MY MIND COMPLETLY AFTER LISTENING TO PLPL FROM OTHER COUNTRYS SAYING WHAT ITS LIKE .... ITALY AND CANADA HAVE SOCIAL MEDICINE AND
ITS WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY-BETTER THEN THIS SET UP HERE IN GLUTTONY AMERCA ,,LAND OF THE DISPOSABLE EVERYTHING,,RIGHT DOWN TO AMERICAN MARRAGES. ITS TRUELY DISGUSTING, THIS AMERICAN ATTITUDE OF ..I ..ME...EFF U...LOOK OUT FOR NUMBER ONE...STAB AND KLLL FOR 50 CENTS ... I HAVE RA AND NO WATY TO GET TREAMENT ,, ITS ALLLL SOOOOOOO SCREWED UP,,I WANNA MOVE TO ITALY OR HELL,,ID LIVE IN CANADA -I LOVE THE NORTH,BUT ITS SO COLD FOR RA . I RECOMMEND ANYNOE WHO HAS NOT SEN SICKO TO WATCH IT,,ITS AN EYE OPENER
http://www.michaelmoore.com/sicko/index.html

Friday, May 22, 2009


cute lil spider!
yesterday at the doctors was not so bad,,actuly the doc was prety nice,,BUT i was cooperitive and yes yes yes to everything,,then out the door,,i was there w/ a Sceeeeming child and my ears could not take all that high pitched screaming of a little girl ,,,whew,,
i need to find out what sign our roomate,,,is so i know WTF im dealing with here,,(OMG!)
next subjust=
we are at each other again,,i have hormones raging,hot flashes all nite and all day,now im just bleedig so i dunno what on earth' wrong w/my body----
i thought that the " party " was 2nite,so i called my lil sister mary to say i have been cryig all day and cannot go,well,,she said its on SUNDAY! im so glad hope we can go,,it was so much fun the first time i went,,its a HIPPY-PARTY and anyone whos anyone will be there--peggy(our friend in eureka springs) drives down every year for this party,,its all day and all nite on sunday,,i want to go so bad ,,i like hippies (oh,,hey,,i am a hippy)
so now im w/ head ache and dontfeel well at all i have the worst sinus pressure and its giving me a migrain now--
heres a interseting post from my RA Yahoo groups......
get these in my mail and look them over,,i always see new ppl just diagnosed and they are JUST LIKE me in the begining of RA,,you are just confussed about the disease & what will fix it..
and driven crazty and depressed cuz the pain of it all,,

POST frmmy Yahoo RA group...
It seems that the doctors I have gone to, are very egotistical. They know everything, and don't really listen to me. I have diabetes, fribromyalgia, and RA. There were times when I curled up in a fetal position 24/7, and cried constantly because the pain was intense. My family doctor was awesome!! He kept me on soma, xanax, and vicodin. It worked to a certain degree. I went to a rheumatologist that he recommended, and he changed none of the meds, they were for the fibro. Unfortunately, my family doctor moved hundreds of miles away. I feel that if the methotrexate had been added to my other med regimen, I would be in better shape. The last rheumatoligist said she did not treat pain....thanks a lot. The next to last dr treated my fibro with lyrica which made my hands and feet swell. This killed me because my RA already hurt my hands and feet. When I called his office, he increased the dosage of lyrica!!
I blame the lack of pain med scripts on these celebrity deaths. Ever since thay happened, Anna Nicole, Heath Ledger, doctors assume everyone is in it for the drugs.
SO SO SAD...we are getting the screwed because of all the "bad apples" out there.

POLITICS!
never ever thought id see this in the headlines,,what do u wanna BET THAT IT DOES NOT HAPPEN THO,,OR if they do audit the feds,,then its allll a sham for cover up politics as usual,,scams everywhere now:
GO RON PAUL!! MY MAN!! god, i love him! we were alll aboout RON PAUL before barackObama,, we had to go with OBAMA when RON was not alowed to play president this time around...damnIT~! i still am hinotized by barackObama,,everytime i see him on the news(cnn) i always just say awwwww hes so smart and cute ,,i love him,,but you see,,its what thay want us to say and think,,not realizing whats rreally going n,,i do not have a problem with ANY thing barack has done so far,,in fact i just think hes kickin up some serious ass,and ppl are scared of the light shining in on alll the politics,,but hey,,its all a scam too,,i will be happy and say YEA! when it all efects me in a positive way,,like medicazl help and SSDI
Bill to Audit Fed Gains Serious Momentum
someone wrote this ,,just what i had said :::
Bam Bam Reply:
May 22nd, 2009 at 10:04 pm
They will probably allow the audit once they have created as second set of books with a bunch of fake destinations and figures. If these people own washington, you know they won’t reveal any truth to the audit. If they were crooked before, they will be crooked during the audit. Why wouldn’t they…they know they are above the law and own the land. I would be surprised if it turned out to be a legitimate audit. It’s probably going to just be another circus show to make us feel good

Thursday, May 21, 2009

well,, just about 2.20 and time for me to run on out the the worst/and most unprofessional welfair crap ive ever seen,,and recieved,buuuut whatever,,why the attitude,well,i was just thinkin bout how little that they care out there,,and kelly called,,instead of teaming up and going with me on my thought and such,,,she grips me out ,,i had to disconect the call,,OMG yelling about everythingagain,,shit shit,,i want to just JUMP OFF any time now! this does no one any good,,i see she has little tolerance and i dont even know how to fix this.
i think its broken for good
how i did my hair yesterday
this elbow very very sore
hands thumbs and knuckels and i have splitz in my fingertips again from lack of naps have not been allowed able to nap

im up and its way to early - it was star walking across me that woke me - all the pain came flooding in,,i had to get up and get to my pain aids..and prednisone
its 5.41 am,,i am scheduled to see dr whitte today at three,so i need to rest before i go ,its a long trip and im going alone this time,,,i just want in and out,,thats it,,i don't like that place,,Kelly said she thought they were talking about us (god,dont tell me we got attitude here now,,OMG) is there no effing medical place with Little bit of competence out there,HELLO,,,hello-echo back,,,,,,,,,,,
NOPE,, NO GOOD MEDICAL places any more,,all the ppl are all so NASTY & MEAN,,i HATE THE MEDICAL WORLD - and all those supposed nurses and doctor's are real ASSes these days,,its in the air i swear.i just watched the NEWS CNN for the first time in days,,OMG world outta major control --police are out of control,,,our neighbors are out of control,,our roomate is outta control --- i just have one question,,why the hell is everyone loosing their GD MINDS!????????
i would not be surprised one minute if i was told its IN THE AIR!!
from those chem trails,,got us all thinking wild and crazy and its starting to REALLY show,,i am about to cry-
ohhhh now i am crying - shit.
the cats wont eat their food (cat chow) - i remember when all pet food was contaminated,,i don't trust products from china anymore,,,,NOW I SEE THE Sheetrock from china is tainted allot of NEW homes today,,ppl are getting sick from the poison -- how effing typical and where is the competence these days??huh??,,
im so fed up with getting NO WHERE everyday ..iswear! i have to go see dr whitte today and i want to JUST TELL HER:
"look, Lady, i dont think U KNOW anything RA ,,
why R U taking away my only crutch?" (if u will) I depend on this for my sanity,, its calllled a little yellow pill and its pretty harmless the way i that i use it,,only just when someones Yelling at me and when have to go deal with doctors,, and OK ,, just about anytime i gotta deal with the public , crowds make me nervous ..gore phobia style! LOOK I GOT RA alright,,its a stressful disease and its stolen MY LIFE MY BODY - MY MIND AND MY SOUL and NOW u wanna take away a effing ZERO POINT FIVE MILLIGRAM ALLOWED 3 X aday for nerves, ive been doing for ssix years now((OH BIG DRUGGY))OK--!!!---look, i have tons of girls that have HIGHER MILIGRAMS in xanax OR klonipin,,dont need a dr for that,shhhhheeeet i was just trying to play by the RULES and BE A GOOD CITIZEN and BE legal ..whatever .... pffst!asif.
im in charge, and im off that lexapro - i see and feel again,,its vey enlightening

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

happy Bday to you little starbaby
today is stars birthday,,shes is now offficaly one year old,who would have thoughtthis lil creature could bring such joy to my heart and soul. god truly sent her for a reason, shes so lovely,she really is ( im going on and on about a lil kitten-whew )i thank god for her.
im with swollen everything this morning,,i did not sleep well last nite at all- i am having hot flashes like crazy , i woke up very hour or so, to squirm around and escape my R.A .pain..
hands are very swollen neck is outta control and feet hurt to walk on them,,,
pics when i get back fromdowntown,,i needt o catch up here w/ alot of stuff
like ther oomate deal(OMG)
and hospitial visit, and how allergies r stirring up my RA why?
i hurt to look ..i mean my eyes hurt to see, does that make sence? yes i think so

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

click to enjoy a larger view of this pretty screenshot of alienware.com


im back but not for long,,doing better now,,its a long story,that i have to log as soon as i get back from downtown,(4.20)=pp kell from POE.

Monday, May 11, 2009


a cold and cloudy monday mornin,,i FEEL like creating today.....i have NOT had this feeling in a LONG LONG time,,the desire to create art ,,i cannot stand ugly-ness,it kills me,,really,,i told kell years ago,,and she remembers,: i have to live around trees and grass and beauty,,otherwise....i die,,today is going to be coolrainy day ,,as usual,im not complaining,,we could all be sweating to death,,but its cool and cloudy,and our plants are thriving in this type of washington weather
i love that its been raining,all plants outside are thick and healthily
back from droppin K off @ her POE, came back here to get money,i gotta go to the store.(i have sinus issues BAD) RA is under control for right now,,TG! (im on DARVON THO)
elbows are both swollen and my neck as usual....
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well,SHIT,i swear ...why does the lord send all the poor sick animals my way?????
i tried to save a thrush this morning,-HOPE ITS NOT A MOMMA & the babies are waiting for her to come home w/food,,,,,im crying now- this bird,,Thrush- is not gonna make it-
PRAYER:
in the name of the father and the son and the holy ghost, maythe lord take this little bird and comfort it,take it quickly as no suffering can be tolerated,,and dear lord,,if this is a mother w/ babies,,please send a miracle that another bird will feed the orphans,,,,i pray St Francis to protect our lil'creatures and may they all suffer NOT one time...Amen
Nature can be very brutal
and so loving ,,nature is awesome. its a wonder to me.
this is a thrush..i love them,,i love all birds,i used to raise finches,,
gouleins(viewsonic) and blu cordons and simple cute zebras,,i have cats now tho.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?

Saturday, May 09, 2009

OMG even on CNN ....9000 hits
look at this gloria,,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQoV_Ngl-G8 CNN report frm 2008.
politics r ruling my life- i cant get enuff of it all-- USA and globaly - its all just crazy,,and boi..what a show!


how good for us here in OK,,look:
House bypasses governor’s veto to claim Oklahoma’s sovereignty
and i always read the comments,(interesting)
Oklahoma….GOOD JOB BOYS AND GIRLS, ROCK ON……. so cool.
we r screwed anyways tho and nothing can be done:
Chemtrail spraying seems to be heaviest and most constant over North America and most countries of western Europe. Some countries in Asia are being sprayed (Japan and Korea), but the greatest exception to any chemtrail activity whatsover is China. The Chinese are being spared completely because China is being groomed by the NWO to replace the United States as the leading nation of the world, both economically and militarily.

Friday, May 08, 2009


awww 2001 and its mary and then me then amanda and kelly all over at mar's house,WAY backthen! mary is always cooking something,,she is a awesomecook!

OH i see FAIRFAX VIRGINIA has been here,,if you mite know my uncle bill lorence (he builds houses) or my awsome aunts janet wiess and denise (dont now if it still lorence?) they were the coolest aunts (always let us drive the car we were only ten and eleven or so ) soo much fun, we
are all from IOWA, riceville, population 1000. but a GREAT GREAT i mean coool town- i wish i had grown up there (i grew up back and fourth from Minneapolise and here (Tulsa) a yankee to a confederate then back again over and over,,LOL! we me and mary got used to moving as kids>
so pretty. and looks so real.
so its Friday again.its still raining ,,,yep,,this whole town is gong totally "crazy-depressed" and and every ones complaining and grumpy,,(except me) im just here dealing the the same ol "same ol" sigh.......
...it looks kinda "tornado -ish" right now and i do have an appt at ten w/Laurie @ good ol "F and C" they called me last nite and i told them i need help,, so she hooked me up for toady at ten,,but omg im soo tired from alllll the work ive been doing,,

at the coffee maker this morning,,i noticed the cats were ALL OVER SOMETHING -just going crazy,i looked thought i saw a lil'hop...YEP A FROGY IN THE HOUSE .. i got the cats away and placed him 1st in the sink w/ some water and rocks in there / and a screen over the top so he could not get out,,i then made a quick" travel bucket " for him and dropped him off at the beautiful park on my way home from taing kelly downtown,,its raining,,i did film the "saying good luck and off he jumped" soo cute,,it was a true frog,,not a toad,he'd been burrowed im sure under all the soil from one of the plants i brought here from patsy's backyard,,she had frogs in her pond and they liked to stow-away in her plants,,,LOL! C_U_T_E. i love frogs gonna upload the clip of the lil froggy adventure in just a second ,,BBL,,

videokeep in mind that im verymuch a dork,,ok?
OH i did use curse words in this avi--so sorry) i thought maybe some gangs were down there,its right on the edge of downtown were all the bums and gangs all hang out,,im not to afraid as long
as its DAYTIME! ,never go there at nite!unles u can handel it.

Thursday, May 07, 2009

right now im extremly upset,,i justfoundout about KFC practice for the chickens,i have tears running down my cheeks because of the INHUMANE TREATMENT I JUST WATCHED with pamala anderson narrating i had to turn it off because my heart just broke, and i could not handel it = i was lead to that site after printing off free deal at FKC from OPRAH.com and we didnt go last nite cuz kelly was so tired and i didnt feel to good, so i see today that all the coupons are making mangers quit thier jobs over all this,,,its upseting about the cruilty and i cant baer it,,i just care soo much for the helpless and unable to fend forthem selve creaturs ofthis planet,,like worms even,,i save worms and place them back intomy fertil soil ,,i save spders from being trapped,, i even catch a fly with my hand,,(like a cat) and throw em back out,,i once saw a mouse in my house,,i gloved up andcaught it and let it out where it belongs,,i cant evenkill plants on pourpos i have to save ever living thing that i can LIKE BABY STAR,,no one paid anyattn to that lil kitten,,but i did what i could and shes safe herenow withus and loved soo much!,,(im just weird like that)
http://www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/c-videos.asp#pamvid

i love the ocean

book i must read

new word for the day: dystopia
~dystopia (from the Greek δυσ- and τόπος, alternatively, cacotopia,[1] kakotopia, cackotopia, or anti-utopia) is the vision of a society that is the opposite of utopia. A dystopian society is one in which the conditions of life are miserable, characterized by human misery, poverty, oppression, violence, disease, and/or pollution.~had to look up this word b/c aanother story from blacklisted.com shows some interesting facts?about "our beloved google" and the monopoly they hold,,,and the role theyintend to take on as the future approches, story of inteest: GOOGLE??
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im feeling MUCH better this morning,,my headache (had for days) is not as intense nad my jaws dont hurt anymore
i wonder if anybody else has this "jaw RA" too? i dunno,must look that up later.it hurt so bad i couldnt eat much and i slept hard.
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its about noon now and ive been doing things,,i thought the big ball of fire aka the sun was going to appear today,,but until now,,nope,,all foggy magical and damp out side,,infact i went out and took pics today,,here:

Wednesday, May 06, 2009


another wed post,, the video of prince ive had since ...omg cant remember..lets say aLONG TIME-i have CDbooks full of old music videos that r impossible to find now,,(tg)
tool documentary, living w/ MJ(total trip) the BEST of johnny carson and his guests,lots of eighties music videos,,and of corse lots of 1970-hippy-music(my fav)GFR and CTA,for anyonewho may know these bands andthe awesome music they created back then-
i had real bad RA this morning,,i could not bend my elbows or walk on my feel,,the lack of prednisone is really starting to show,,i must be strong and not let prednisone rule my life.
im doing it!

[experiment]

videofor my little sister kelly in minneapolis(just the best city in the US really well after new york)

Tuesday, May 05, 2009


look at this SILLY lil' funni kitten named starbaby/when company comes over and they see her,,they always say" oh,is that the baby" we say "yep,,thats the lil'baby alright".-shes really something - i need to start filming her personality,,she lays down to eat,,yes, and reaches inher bowl and pulls a few peices out onto the floor in front and eats the lil bits like that,,ive NEVER seen anything like this personality,im trying to figure out who's in there,,like-we said, we thought BUZZ was reincarnated into baby star,,(ya just never know)
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me kristi and rhonda back in 1999
buddha

its so damp outside,,we've had MORE RAIN then normal,,at least the basement is NOT flooding this time/i feel RA'd so badly,, i bumped my pointy elbow yesterday and that made it painful and my elbows are both inflamed - also i have no thumbs again,,they hurt like crazy to use them.i have taKEN alot OF IBUPROPINE this morning.soggy wet weather has been the norm now , for WEEKS / i cannot believe how chilly it has been here in olklahoma (((im usualy in a halter top and shorts by now)))) just weird weather ad the bible says,, seasons blend together soman canot tell ne season from the next is one of the phrophcies (im thnkin' is this is it?) i keep thinkin ' that barackObama sure seems to fit the antichrist bill- i feel so bad about thinkin that -- but u can not dismiss the evidence as it makes itself known - just wait and see - we were not ment to know the end says jesus. i think,,im no pro on the bible --even tho i should be -
new word for the day(not latin tho,bummer) egregious = conspicuous ; especially : conspicuously bad : flagrant
i had to define this due to alex jones website at U-tube has been remeoved OMG they R really are filtering out anything they deem "not good" so much for a great free website to find out everything from how to,,,to ,,, politics and ofcourse,,my chanel,,allll about some cats that i LIVE WITH.

Monday, May 04, 2009

i guess i know my priorities,,the FIRST thing i did this morning,,besides starting the coffee,,is LOOK AT my UFO SITE for any new news,,LOL, i look at that UFO site more then anything,,kelly says im crazy about that too,,but i will keep my opinion thank u very much,,i believe, and i KNOW we will see proof soon.... i feel real weird about reality,,i must be insane,,I MUST BE,,
i dont feel close to any objects like i did before,,like i Cherish my horse statue and other fine items ive collected over the years,,books,,and fine dishes and flatwear and antiques and stuff
its all un important..gotta go,,shes up and will get mad if i dont help her AWwwww
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back,,ive really been lacking in the ENDURANCE area lately,,i cant hardly get up or down the stairs,, i dont dare complain tho,,or i will be told to take more prednisone,and i cant,,i gotta get off that shit before i loose my effing mind..a doctor did tell me that over use of prednisone is known to mess with your mind and body,,not only just my skn and bones are effected,, im effected inside and out from PREDNISONE and im getting off of it,,id rather go crooked and live longer then the recipe im using now,,make sense? i hope so!
bottom line is that: R A SUCKS the BIGGEST one eva!
i want to move to NEW ENGLAND- before i die! and live in a house thats 200 years old.
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Obama and Geithner were just on,,saying they plan t close loopholes in the overseas banking scam to avoid taxes,,whoa - thats big !im fasinated now w/ Geithner for some reason,i think hes a alien from ,,,nevermind,heheee... heres his funky mugshot:

Geithner is an alien
i was hooked on bernakie,,but hes not been around lately,,,so im transfixed on Geithner
(weird huh)
i just read his bio on .... its incrdible,,
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Timothy_Geithner

Sunday, May 03, 2009

our hostas are thriving in this rainy weather
elvis there...

cant see well at all.

its SUNDAY already,,jesh,,time is speeding by....is it an "illusion"
or is it really flying as fast as it seems? time is sooo strange, i feel strange.
ive been researching the fact that thousands of years ago ,there were giants living here
thats a hypothesis i can go with just cuz the prehistoric fossils and graves of GIANTS all around the world have been discovered thu out time,,and these giants have 6 fingers and toes as well as two sets of teeth -- wow,,need to know more so im watching these videos at u-tube.
also i have been learning more latin,,like this :
'Capitis Diminutio Maxima'--its what we are forced to do without even knowing ,,unless u study law,,and even then i am not sure if this idea is taught in schools,,(have to ask kelly)
i love Latin for some reason. i hung on to possecomitatus as soon as i heard the term aLONG time ago,i thought its probably where street talk got its term "posse" for gang. most words are from Latin.
hell i even LOVE Spanish language,,i wish to speak it fluently but that will never happen due to
all the fluoride ive been drinking in the water..and ...the damn chem-trails ive been breathing in(probably what gave me R.A. TOO..? )
also codex arlimintarius(not sure if i spelled that right) kelly thinks im absolute nuts for even discussing this,which,,i think its crazy too,,but hell,,the law goes into effect december 2009,,if its stopped then we r K,,but if "codex" goes thru,,(which im scared it will-because why else would all the coffins be placed around USA) VITAMINS will be ILLEGAL and considered poison,,and it will be illegal to have vitamins and foods grown from any natural garden,,no more back yard gardens ,,unless thy meet the requirements and the requirements are that food must contain the shit that makes us sick,,i dunno,,just watch this video and u will see what the heck im talkin about,,BY THE END OF THIS YEAR 2009 WE WILL KNOW THE TRUTH,,IF CODEX HAPPENS THEN WE R SCREWED BIG TIME ...
CODEX WEBSITE:
Nutricide - Criminalizing Natural Health, Vitamins, and Herbs - 40:07 - Sep 2, 2006 Natural Solutions Foundation -

Friday, May 01, 2009

im amazed at how fast time is going by,,
my R.A. is super sensitive now due to "weaning off" the pills,,prednisone especially,,and im completely off the lexapro. i have a bad bad headache going on always,(probably b/c i am havin some trouble seeing thru mY Cataracts).
Columbus sails to new world.
salttank.
i love staring a these pictures, it makes me feel better mentally-
this is a great clip and its very motivating...i always want to dance
when i see this clip:
video
OMG I LOVE THIS CLIP,,its sooo FUN
cant see our house on google,,im going to photo it and submit it to G.E.
another rainy morning,,its not quite as chilly but its pouring rain and its amking me sleepy, ive been complaining about my neck for some time,,i must keep that darvon and tramidol going ,,when ever it wears off i can feel the hell going on in my spinearea,,that i cant think straight. soo ive been really weaning down and i think my instints told me WAY before all this political stuff is going on,,,scary stuff and ... i MAY BE JUST-IN -TIME, B/C U cant count on anything anymore-
news this moring:
Obama and ACORN GPS Marking EVERY Front Door in America?
JB WilliamsCanada Free PressApril 30, 2009
Republican Senator Judd Gregg was Obama’s first choice for the Secretary of Commerce post, and Gregg was actually considering joining the Obama team, until he found out that control of the US Census was being stripped from the Commerce Department and placed under the direct control of White House Chief of Staff, Rahm Emanuel.
Then, the same week that Americans learned that they were “domestic terrorists”—at least according to Obama’s new DHS (Department of Homeland Security),—if they own a bible, a pocket Constitution or guns, and still believe in Life, Liberty and Freedom, - they also learned that Obama’s Census Bureau had hired thousands of new temporary employees, equipped each with a handheld GPS computer and sent them out to mark GPS coordinates for every residential front door in America.
Oddly, it was this same period that news was breaking of an international flu pandemic, suspected of being a weaponized strain of the virus never before seen, - and that Obama’s team still sees no need to close the US-Mexican border, despite the cross continental spread of a deadly illness now claiming American lives.
Now, if any one of these events happened alone, one might not get too excited. But when a string of such events happen all at once, one begins to question the string of freedom and life threatening coincidences…
I can’t resist the urge to question the authority and purpose behind such a BIG BROTHER initiative, when the official Census itself is not due to be taken until 2010…
No imagination is required to think up a whole laundry list of evil that could be done with a nationwide GPS grid of coordinate’s markers painted on every private home across the country. But I was having trouble thinking up one good reason for it, even one legitimate use that would justify what must be a very expensive undertaking.
According to one of the Census workers, who spoke with me on condition of anonymity, they must GPS mark the coordinates “within 40 ft of every front door” in America and they are supposed to complete that mission nation wide, within 90 days, by the end of July 2009.
The workers were not told why they were GPS marking every front door. But a supervisor is sent out to follow them door-to-door, to make certain that no door is left unmarked. Every door will be marked by one employee, and then checked by a follow-up supervisor.
So, I had to ask, why?
Why does the Obama administration need or want the latitude and longitude coordinates for every home in America? Why the rush to GPS paint every home in the next 90 days? Why must the marker be within 40 ft of every front door? For what possible purpose does the Fed need GPS coordinates for every home, and under what authority do they have the right? Census workers, whom I asked, had the same holy-crap look on their faces that I had by then…
ACORN signed on as a national partner with the U.S. Census Bureau in February 2009 to assist with the recruitment of the 1.4 million temporary workers needed to go door-to-door to count every person in the United States — currently believed to be more than 306 million people. But the count doesn’t take place until 2010… This is April 2009.
Obama’s interest in an ACORN controlled 2010 Census, for the purpose of redistricting to the advantage of Democrats before the 2010 mid-term elections, comes as NO shock from a regime known for their heavy handed Rules for Radicals political strategies. But what does this have to do with GPS marking every home in the country?

The 2% of Americans, who have served military duty at some point in life, are very familiar with the most common use of GPS target painting. The other 98% of Americans might want to pick up a book on the subject, such as The Precision Revolution: GPS and the Future of Aerial Warfare
Their Authority?
RightSoup.com has just about the only online report available on the matter, and they report, “Why does the government (and ACORN) need to have the GPS coordinates of your FRONT DOOR? Your house is probably on Google Maps already. But the front door? Sounds like a jackboot convenience to me. This is a developing story, and several reports of those who have already been visited by the GPS squad can be found in this forum thread.”
If you challenge Census Bureau employees about the GPS marking of your private residence, you will be handed a preprinted explanation referring you to Sec. 223, Title 13, U.S. Code, Chapter 7, Subtitle 2, which explains the penalties for refusing to provide names and statistics of occupants when asked for by a census taker. This only applies when they are taking a census, (which will not be taken until next year), and the penalty for refusing to answer questions for a census is up to a $500 fine.
However, since the actual Census is not due to be taken until 2010, nobody is asking for any information today. They are only GPS marking your front door today, and Sec. 223, Title 13, U.S. Code, Chapter 7, Subtitle 2 provides the Fed NO authority to GPS paint your front door.
Best I can tell, the Fed has NO authority whatsoever, to paint the front door of every private residence in America. Still, that is exactly what they are doing. Now, the trillion dollar question is, why?
A State of Emergency
From Wikipedia - The Posse Comitatus Act is a United States federal law (18 U.S.C. § 1385) passed on June 16, 1878 after the end of Reconstruction, with the intention of substantially limiting the powers of the federal government to use the military for law enforcement. The Act prohibits most members of the federal uniformed services from exercising nominally state law enforcement, police, or peace officer powers that maintain “law and order” on non-federal property (such as states and their counties and municipal divisions) within the United States.
In short, the statute generally prohibits federal military personnel and units of the National Guard operating under federal authority, from acting in a law enforcement capacity within the United States.
As members of the military are sworn to protect and defend the Constitution and the American people against all enemies, both foreign and domestic, a federal order to do the exact opposite, and take aim at American citizens, would be a clear violation of the US Constitution and the Posse Comitatus Act of 1878, unless…
US Military personnel are trained to follow orders. But they are also obligated to refuse any order deemed “unlawful.” In order to make such an order appear “lawful,” the federal government would first have to declare a national “state of emergency,” such as in the case of an international pandemic, which can be demonstrated to threaten the health and well-being of American citizens.
Following a state of emergency declaration, a federal order for Martial Law would be expected, to allegedly provide law enforcement and security for citizens. This type of scenario can be followed by a presidential order to quarantine, disarm and contain American citizens in the name of national security, all of it, having the appearance of being “lawful.”
Is this what is happening?
Connecting the Dots
Alone, individual events look concerning, but not conspiratorial. What about when you place the pieces of the puzzle together and take a look at the entire picture developing?
Under this “theory,” how does the GPS marking of every private residence in the nation fit into the picture?
I wish I knew… but I don’t!
What I do know is this… Coincidences of this number and magnitude don’t happen. They certainly do not happen all at the same time, within hours or days of each other, out of the wild blue tin-foil hat heaven…
I also know that people had better start asking the right people the right questions and demanding answers fast. Begin with asking the mainstream press why there has been no public notification of the federal governments GPS marking your front door?
Then, I suggest contacting your local Census Bureau office immediately, and demanding an explanation as well as advice as to what law gives them the right to GPS paint every front door in America?
I’d also recommend sending a copy of this column to your state and federal representative, demanding that they put a stop to it or explain why it’s necessary, and what law gives them the right?
Unfortunately, we live in a moment of history when real events are much stranger than nutty conspiracy theories. The people have every right to know what is happening. But unless you demand to know, nobody’s talking!
Bill Clinton sold US nuclear technology to Red China for a mere $300,000 in campaign contributions. The event landed Chinese bagman Johnny Chung in prison, but put Hillary Clinton in the US Senate, and now at the helm of the US State Department.
Highly secured government servers are hacked daily. Soon, hackers will be able to grab a nation wide GPS grid map, marking the front door of every home in America.
How much is a GPS grid of every American household worth to the enemies of America, both foreign and domestic? I’d estimate, PRICELESS!
There is a foul odor resonating from the current regime in Washington DC and most Americans can smell it. Can most Americans gather the strength to do something about it?

~gulp~ told ya.....dots on our mailboxes and no one belives me,,red for take them away,death right away... pink for sheeple,,(no prob, let em stay) and white for labor camp bound.