Sunday, December 04, 2016

sciatica & the hell of it all

its four thirty. i just woke up in pan and cried, (what a whimp) but its worn me down and my threshold for pain is at a minimum.
i have sciatica in my right side, and its been three full weeks of pain and agony. from the lower back area all the way down to my toes.
i have NEVER had this before. yes HIP pain in the past and also lower back issues and pain but NEVER sciatica -
this is a whole new level of TEN on the pain scale, 
i would tell my doc that i felt the level of ten or nine in the mornings as i first get up,but now that's all changed, THIS sciatica is  a TRUE TEN on the pain scale.

i had to google "sciatica "   to get what is going on here......


 i found some pics and some info on it,, says it can last for  several months ,well,,i'm on four weeks now,,so this isnt looking good for me

Sciatica is usually caused by a compressed nerve root in the lumbar (lower) spine. Often, the term "sciatica" is confused with general back pain. However, sciatica is not just limited to the back. The sciatic nerve is the longest and widest nerve in the human body.
 

http://www.spine-health.com/conditions/sciatica/what-you-need-know-about-sciatica









now, i would like to add some pictures of the progress of rheumatoid, since the last time i was here, to document this disease.










 these knee pictures show the progress of  twisting and pulling in the knee area. they twist all night as i sleep.
For some reason the RA seems to be active at night while i am in a deep sleep,then, at five,when i wake up, i am in so much pain.

another place i feel TWISTING  is in my wrists,i will post pics of them now=











 that's it for now,  i came to write about this at 5.00 am  to distract myself from the sciatica pain and RA pain i was in 
the pain aids have  kicked in now and i feel better,whew! i just could not manage if i had ZERO pain aids. 









Saturday, November 26, 2016

hello world-blog and morning sun!
i need to let it out...
i have been under the influence of SCIATICA
it has been very difficult for me to get around and or do anything .
which sux................
 b/c  im a buzy girl who needs action!
i was listening to >

Wolf in the Breast.....

Cocteau Twins
Album Heaven or Las Vegas
Under my shirt, Have to amass
Sling the tainted words
I'm each arms they fall on
It's my body, Puzzles the trick in me
I lend it out to borrow, it might survive

My baby's cries
Laughing on my bed, I've pretended I knew the way
Especially when our love-angel unleashed that day
It's my body, Puzzles the trick in me
I lend it out to borrow, it might survive

My baby's cries
Laughing on my bed
I've pretended I knew the way
Especially when our love-angel unleashed that day
I'll feel perpetual
I feel perpetual
I feel perpetual

True blue and real
I feel, I feel
True blue and real
Laughing on my bed
I've pretended I knew the way
Especially when our love-angel unleashed that day
I'll feel perpetual, I feel perpetual
I'll feel perpetual
True and real
 

Wednesday, August 03, 2016

today is august 3 2016,, we have made it this far,,lets see how much further we can do it!

Friday, April 24, 2015



all im saying,, infiltration as always,,, dirty work and hard  core manipulation at its best!

Saturday, September 20, 2014

Nicole_and_dad_Antony_Dr. Antony Kidman died Friday after fleeing Australia when accused of the sexual abuse and murder of children in an elite Sydney pedophile ring....she looks so much,  like her dad......

Rihanna, i just cant stop looking at her,shes  very interesting .... she's got=great face! BUT shes  connected as is BeyoncĂ© .........

  katie Perry won my attention & my watchful eye,,(LOL) with her Egyptian worshiping video,, with
Eye of Horus =make-up done so beautifuly over her eye,,the make up and costumes are amazing in this video. Darkhorse.

interesting times we living  in......
we have come along way , in cosmetics and in style in just a few years...

Thursday, July 31, 2014


  fairy homes.... a great idea!  

Wednesday, July 30, 2014


 hello world!    hello blog  !
 
been awhile!!!!
i  miss this stuff!   
gotta get back here to blog more often!