Monday, November 30, 2009

from the year 2000 - i called it the "bic lighter" generation.
meaning , if its "out", just throw it away and buy another - replace everything including friends and other relationships. no one knows what longevity means anymore -
i have thought this from the year 2000 when i studied the behavior of everyday folks in everyday relationships and situations.
i saw this artical today and was releved to see that its a valid opinion and its the dang truth :
Our Lives Are Filled With Worthless Crap That's Destroying the Earth
Now nearly everything is produced in China and made to be discarded. According to a 2008 report by the Economic Policy Institute, the United States imported $320 billion in Chinese goods in 2007. In that year alone, this country imported $26.3 billion in apparel and accessories, $108.5 billion in computers and electronic products, and $15.3 billion in furniture and fixtures from China.
The manufacture, distribution and disposal of an ever-growing mountain of short-lived consumer goods has taken an enormous environmental toll. Annie Leonard’s website “The Story of Stuff,” which has garnered more than 7 million views in less than two years, has helped spread awareness of that cost far beyond the usual environmentalist circles.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

this is just hilarous November 06, 2009 WH's Gibbs Asked About New Series "V"

i have watched this show, and i gotta say, its really very well scripted and cast and played,,i enjoyed watching this UNLIKE the 1980s version , which i thought was tacky,,but hey,,everything in the eighties was tacky IMO

Monday, November 09, 2009

i am so allergied ouit,,ive got as head ache the size of texas,BUT id rather be like this then have the weather freezing cold, which is what will make my allergies calm down
the end .
this is the mandelbrot set,,google that if yer not sure what that is,,its truely amazing ... i love science

Saturday, November 07, 2009

im RA'd out, meaning when i woke up i (again as usual) could not walk,and my knees hurt-they r hot and swollen feet aer swollen and hands are swollen
i love this picute of lil star
cateracks are so bad i am almost blind now

Friday, November 06, 2009

ive got things setteled here for the time anyways, i am always working hard for that.
i have a sinus issue and ankels are swollen -hard to walk on my feet for days now,i called shaddy park,(docs office) and reported the fact that im swelling and fel heavy in my chest, my thighs and sides are really sore and i get faint-ish when ever i stand up (wonder if that has any thing to do w/my bloodpressure-its been high lately)

Monday, November 02, 2009

of all the things to stumble on to, jesh,,how weird :
Five months of torture
"4 They were commanded not to harm the grass of the earth, or any green thing, or any tree, but only those men who do not have the seal of God on their foreheads. 5 And they were not given authority to kill them, but to torment them for five months. Their torment was like the torment of a scorpion when it strikes a man. 6 In those days men will seek death and will not find it; they will desire to die, and death will flee from them." Rev 9:4-6

The demons will not hurt the crops of food or forests that were hurt during the first four trumpets. They will hurt people who have not been sealed by God. They will not be allowed to hurt God’s 144,000 servants because the 144,000 were sealed before the trumpets began to sound. There will be three categories of people on earth during the fifth trumpet:

1.Those who worship God and have been sealed, including the 144,000
2.Those who haven't decided whether to worship God or Satan
3.Those who worship Satan, believing that he is God
It is the second group of people that Satan and his angels will hurt. They will not be allowed to kill them but only to cause them intense physical and emotional suffering for five literal months. The agony will be so bad that people will wish to die, but they will not be able to die. Satan will offer to remove the pain if they will simply worship him. Most will comply.

Ready for war
"7 The shape of the locusts was like horses prepared for battle. On their heads were crowns of something like gold, and their faces were like the faces of men. 8 They had hair like women's hair, and their teeth were like lions' teeth. 9 And they had breastplates like breastplates of iron, and the sound of their wings was like the sound of chariots with many horses running into battle. 10 They had tails like scorpions, and there were stings in their tails. Their power was to hurt men five months." Rev 9:7-10

The locusts are a symbol for Satan and his angels. They will come prepared to fight but will have a beautiful and attractive appearance. Their armor will be strong like iron and they will be impervious to human weapons. People will not be able to hurt them but they will be able to hurt people for five months.

"11 And they had as king over them the angel of the bottomless pit, whose name in Hebrew is Abaddon, but in Greek he has the name Apollyon." Rev 9:11

Satan is the king over his angels. In Greek and Hebrew his name means destroyer.

"It's not what you look at that matters. It's what you see." - Henry David Thoreau.
so now its 10.40 am,,ive been worried and thinking and aksing myself,how can i be a better person? just how do i play this game? i can never recall communication and just floating thru any old day with so much trouble,and unable to even understand whats going on with everything?
is my mind playing tricks on me ? am i being over dramatic? whats wrong with me? what am i doing wrong,i want to know so i dont do it again or at least make a effort to be conciderate of anyone else and everyone else ... i dont want foolish ideas or thoughts,i want to be logical and understND whats whaT-- but i feel confussed and scared and like i have to do something,,but i dont know what.
im painting a picture of leaves and the wind. if i had a camera ,id post a sample but no camera.
i can put all of my heart into it and hope for the best - im using acrylic because i have soo many colors. im sitting out on the fro nt porch and enjoying the sun and nice weather we are having
(50 degree nites and 65 degree days) so i was here and its all quiet,, ive been without TV on during the days because i just dont want all those prescription and insurance commercials bombarding me any more,i can do with out any TV.