i have a doctors appt at 1.00pm,today
-kelly 's taken off at noon to go with,,,we have alot of questions for dr whitte,, im numb and feel stuck within myself,,im scared, that we wont win and it is gonna blow up my whole world, i feel reaally reaaallly strange,,sureal like,,almost like im not really here and this is all just some kind of hallucination or something -- im very disapointed in everything.