today is sunday NOV 26th been awhile......................................................................

Saturday, November 18, 2006 is the last time ive been here,,,wow,,whats wrong?\im depressed and very much without energy

when i do have engergy i use it untill i drop - then go down(meaning sick w/ra) for a few days then alll over again...back to have energy, then use it for a day then be sick for three days,,

ive been cryingn alot, in the mornings,,it hurts again to walk, and my flesh is hurtimg i cant type even now fuckit,,ive got to go, just wanted to blog that my dreams are all nightmares and all i do is cry,,im not sure whas going on but i am afraid and and dont know what to do,,anywho fuckthis bye