sat woke up 8.30amish naturally,and felt OK. no real issues today. -i took it easy,

kelly had reached her breaking point for going along at full speed she HAD 2 rest / we both are under a "allergy spell" and with hard headaches from the mild weather?i only had slight aches in HIPS hands and feet today and the weather was dry and cold (54) and sunny. i just "bummed"all day tho,nothing of significance happened OTHER THEN the fact that a UFO was spoted over Ohare airport and in just now hearing of this ..hello,im the aliens number one fan,,where has this story been for the time, why am i just now hearing about this,,OMG this is really BIG stuff,, it almost PROVES now to all the de-bunkers,,that something is really really going on here,,and high time we get the facts ,,how long have they been here,,and who amongst us is breed w/ them or,,you know,,half human half alien,,,,,,hybrids,, we want the truth and its out there,,,,

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-8176774718860268701&q=UFO+over+O%27Hare+Airport%3F

my hands hurt this morning,,

alarm at 6.0 am -im up, friday morn,,its hard this am,,as usual,but this am seems to be harder for me,,??? RAINY soggy weather again today!!
took forever to walk down-stairs to feed the cats ....then to come back up the stairs was worse- had to get help fom kelly. i have pain in knees and HIPS BAD, and hands keep dropping everything,,i made lunch 4 kelly and dropped everything that i pickedup,(damn these hands)
kelly insists i get back in bed and R-E-S-T so i can be of use tomarrow (saturday at patsys).
i normally hate to rest in bed during the day because if i fall asleep its double hard on me to wake up,,like i said before ..i hate to wake up because i feel the pain the MOST when i just wake up - it is sooo painfull,,i think its because the meds wore off or something,,not sure why it attacks me when im sleeping -- they say thats sapossed to cure ra not intise it,,im confussed about this
ive pretty much had the issues everywhere, like elbows sholders hands wrist knees and fet and HIPS ! the worse thing is my hips,,,they are so bad that i imagine they will need to be checked for whatever they look for to make sure they are not disintergrating on me,,feels like they are...
im gonna go rest now,, this typing is done with threee fingers,im getting pretty good now at typin w/3 fingers

today=thursday,foundit TOO hard to wake up at 6.00 this am/ kelly had already been up and had coffee going,i forced myself up took my meds,,(10 ml. pred. 1 oxy 10ml. and folic acid and calcium- and helped her off to work then i sat for a while,,here at this computer to change out myspace and that took foreva! i can NEVER make up my mind on layout --nothin' is eva good enuff.....settled on *whateva.

im having a hard time ever since yesterday,,i moved that BIG rug (rolled) into the kitchen and spred it out there to be cleaned,,well,,i thought,HEY this looks OK on the floor here... so i'll just slide it under the oven here,,and the refridge too ,,no biggy,,well,ok,,i did that,,,, and now my lower is so beyond pain,,i mean im gonna have to load up on painpills today ,,i cant sit for tooo long in one place..my hips are in the worst ive seeen them,,i mean really,,

its rainy and high humidity today and not too cold,,high 58 -i can not take "THECOLD"( i get way to cold- way to easy!)i made yesterday a 12 hour day thats all i could do,,* shawney came by wiith her 2 lil babys ,,we took pictures,,she stayed awhile we laughed at the pictures and the cutre kids,,then she went home - we ate dinner i went to bed feeling the pain in my hips,,BAD PAIN(slept on heat-pad allnite long)

this is us at newyears- i have a cold and feel creepy,, we slept to get better all day only to wake up w/ a slight fever and only thing that would make me feel better was alka selzer cold nitetime formula,, i took pics at midnight..i woke up to fire works going off in our neighborhood,,i took pictures of all of us and kelly remained passed out while i took lots a pics,,heheheee they all turned out like this one,,absolutly worthless,,i mean cuttoff heads and i look awfull (right ckick-delete)

whew now its 2007 as we get closer to 2012....a new begining....

hi people,,i figured out something

its like this....

i can only go for 12 hours then im helpless.i can move about and clean house and take care of the cats and make dinner for us,, after that im swollen and tired and cant do anymore,,so 12 hour days are truely a rip off,,now my job is to find out how to make it longer then 10-12 hour days...

late friday nite, its raining and has been for hours now. (weird weather)

i saw something alarming in the headlines ,im sure its the end,it has to be,,

LOOK/read...

Massive ice shelf collapses into sea
(Dec 29, 2006)
A giant ice shelf the size of 11,000 football fields has snapped free from Canada's Arctic, leaving a trail of icy boulders floating in its wake.
The mass of ice broke clear from the coast of Ellesmere Island, about 800 kilometres south of the North Pole.
Warwick Vincent of Laval University, who studies Arctic conditions, travelled to the newly formed ice island and couldn't believe what he saw.
"It was extraordinary,'' Vincent said yesterday, adding that in 10 years of working in the region he has never seen such a dramatic loss of sea ice.
"This is a piece of Canadian geography that no longer exists.''
The collapse was so powerful that earthquake monitors 250 kilometres away picked up tremors from it.
Scientists say it is the largest event of its kind in 30 years and point their fingers at climate change as a major contributing factor.
"We think this incident is consistent with global climate change,'' Vincent said, adding that the remaining ice shelves are 90 per cent smaller than when they were first discovered in 1906.
"We aren't able to connect all of the dots . . . but unusually warm temperatures definitely played a major role.''
The ice shelf actually broke up 16 months ago, but no one witnessed the dramatic event.
Laurie Weir, who monitors ice conditions for the Canadian Ice Service, was poring over satellite images when she noticed that the shelf had split and separated.
Weir notified Luke Copland, head of the new global ice lab at the University of Ottawa, who initiated an effort to find out what happened.
Using U.S. and Canadian satellite images, as well as data from seismic monitors, Copland discovered that the ice shelf collapsed in the early afternoon of Aug. 13, 2005.
"These ice shelves can break up really quickly, perhaps more quickly than we thought they could do in the past,'' he said.
"Within an hour we could see this entire ice chunk just disconnect and float away.''
Within days, the floating ice shelf had drifted a few kilometres offshore. It travelled west for 50 kilometres until it finally froze into the sea ice in the early winter.
Derek Mueller, a polar researcher with Vincent's team, saw that Ellesmere's Ward Hunt Ice Shelf had cracked in half in 2002. He also saw that sea ice, which creates a buffer zone around ice shelves, was approaching lower and lower levels.
"These ice shelves get weaker and weaker as the temperature rises,'' he said. "And the summer of 2005 had a combination of high temperatures and strong winds that probably blew the sea ice away, making this ice shelf much more vulnerable.''
The Ayles Ice Shelf, roughly 66 square kilometres in area, was one of six major ice shelves remaining in Canada's Arctic.
They are packed with ancient ice that dates back over 3000 years, and scientists like Vincent treat their loss as a sign that the global climate is crossing an unprecedented threshold.
"We're seeing the tragic loss of unique features of the Canadian landscape,'' he said.
"There are microscopic organisms and entire ecosystems associated with this ice, so we're losing a part of Canada's natural richness.''
Meanwhile, the spring thaw may bring another concern as the warming temperatures could release the ice shelf from its Arctic grip.
Prevailing winds could then send the ice island southwards, deep into the Beaufort Sea.
"Over the next few years this ice island could drift into populated shipping routes,'' Weir said.
"There's significant oil and gas development in this region as well, so we'll have to keep monitoring its location over the next few years.''

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this year is almost over, i am feeling slightly better- i have been testing myself to see where i fall in endurance. I see a PATTERN> if i get up at 6.00 am,,then by 6.00pm im dead tired, and im thru.

*this is even if i have done nothing ..(like messing around back here in the computer-room) means nothing.*

we spent christmas with this group ..( joys family who we like very much.)

omg its been forever,,because ive not been feeling very comfortable in my own skin lately .
i mean i have "the blues" and have no energy and christmas wore me out to visit people.
*we had no money so we had basicly no christams,,BUT we accept the fact that we CAN PAY OUR BILLS, so thats been dubbed "our christmasGift" and we r thankfull for it!
december ends with us NOT kicked out of our home ,,and i have one more month of insurance,,
so,,, in all its been a stresssfull ride,,probably why i cant get better when im always friggen worried about the next bill and dollar,,GOD its enuf to RA anyone!

............NOW we must begin to worrie about JANUARY2007..........................

me 2day dec 16th and its 70 degrees- cant complain!

me in 2001-2002...............

slight change huh?

saturday,,things seem to be stable 4 now- kellys gone thru a whole week at her new EXELLENT job,,working down town wihtthe big-wigs,,she fits right in and im sooo happy....ive been hurting bad with ra,,my hands, hips and feet are real sensitive ,,ive been testing my self to see if i can go back to work,,like i stayed up and going from 6.00 am do lite work around house call people deal with cutting off certin luxuries tat are not justified for now-by thursday i was in full flair and slept alllllday,,i felt so guilty for sleeping i never give me permission to be sick or not up to par,,why am i so mean to me,,???

in this picture,,im freeezing cuz im reeeeeeaaall tired,,but WOW my hair,,its been over twenty years..that ive had this long of hair..its freakin me ,,

my hands hurt now,,so im off the keyboard now,