we spent christmas with this group ..( joys family who we like very much.)
omg its been forever,,because ive not been feeling very comfortable in my own skin lately .
i mean i have "the blues" and have no energy and christmas wore me out to visit people.
*we had no money so we had basicly no christams,,BUT we accept the fact that we CAN PAY OUR BILLS, so thats been dubbed "our christmasGift" and we r thankfull for it!
december ends with us NOT kicked out of our home ,,and i have one more month of insurance,,
so,,, in all its been a stresssfull ride,,probably why i cant get better when im always friggen worried about the next bill and dollar,,GOD its enuf to RA anyone!
............NOW we must begin to worrie about JANUARY2007..........................