Friday, January 05, 2007






my hands hurt this morning,,

alarm at 6.0 am -im up, friday morn,,its hard this am,,as usual,but this am seems to be harder for me,,??? RAINY soggy weather again today!!
took forever to walk down-stairs to feed the cats ....then to come back up the stairs was worse- had to get help fom kelly. i have pain in knees and HIPS BAD, and hands keep dropping everything,,i made lunch 4 kelly and dropped everything that i pickedup,(damn these hands)
kelly insists i get back in bed and R-E-S-T so i can be of use tomarrow (saturday at patsys).
i normally hate to rest in bed during the day because if i fall asleep its double hard on me to wake up,,like i said before ..i hate to wake up because i feel the pain the MOST when i just wake up - it is sooo painfull,,i think its because the meds wore off or something,,not sure why it attacks me when im sleeping -- they say thats sapossed to cure ra not intise it,,im confussed about this
ive pretty much had the issues everywhere, like elbows sholders hands wrist knees and fet and HIPS ! the worse thing is my hips,,,they are so bad that i imagine they will need to be checked for whatever they look for to make sure they are not disintergrating on me,,feels like they are...
im gonna go rest now,, this typing is done with threee fingers,im getting pretty good now at typin w/3 fingers

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