before AND.......................................................................

after with no treatment and falling thru the cracks of the system.....
red sploches all over me and swelling like crazy
~ that doc (islamic-he was middle easteen scary) HE said the face swelling is from prednisone,, prednisone! WRONG DUDE!! ur NO effing doctor-wtf? its the NEROTIN,and im quitting it on my own ,,,because they wont listen ,,i decresseed by one dose (300 mg,),(( down to six hundred miligrams aday now )))

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ALOT has happened nd i dont feel like typing about it, i feel depresssed to the core,,i have costocongitis SO BAD that over 15 minuets off the heating pad from my chest allows the pain back it feels like a gunshot to my heat and i feel the EXIT wound - meaNING it is painful thru the entire heart area - like a gunshot to the heart,is the BEST WAY to describe it. im not real pleased with MORTON clinic like i was before,
kelly and i went out to keep my appt with doctor KUSI- he was not there,,i was afraid not to not see a dr. b/c of the heart- chest -pain- thing again,, this doctor that i saw was insulting aS he said hes only a family doctor and he cannot do any thing but say i need help and a rheumatoligist and to help with depression - DUH thats SO 5 years ago DUDE! i have a issue with my NEUROTIN i need to tell you about these side effect,, he dosent hear a word - instead he talks about my prestriction as a whole,,i followed and then says i filled my klonipin 2 X illigally at reasors,, he had a printout,,i wa s like wha??? first of all we dont fill klonipin at reasors,,so u r mistaken - he wrote a script for prednisone saying thats all,and left,
he thought we were drug seekers,-all they have doone is taken AWAY not given,,, hello,,if we were drug seeking why would we come back, OH im such a druggy, im on neurotin, and pred and cymbalta and lamisil (for my thumb ) and the klonipin and darvon are the only thi8ng i really have to say are something to keeep an eye on ........
i was so upset and it spun my lil crazystaw brain right into a fizzy and into days of confusion an
horror,,i have felt shitty aND still do -my heart i s heavy -sad- i never want to back out there again- EVER!
about neurotin,, info on bottom page shows all the side efeect and i have had them all
http://www.rxlist.com/cgi/generic/gabapent_ad.htm

shows this:
Body As A Whole: Frequent: asthenia, malaise, face edema; Infrequent: allergy, generalized edema, weight decrease, chill; Rare: strange feelings, lassitude, alcohol intolerance, hangover effect.
shows this in the side effects for RARE =
Rare: costochondritis, osteoporosis, bursitis, contracture. they would NOT liastwen to me at all,,they would not treat me nor did they document that i have costo in the worst kind of way- nothing we paid for absolutly nothing andf we were very upset, dont knw what im gnna do now,,other then pray,,just pray,,i need a fucking rheumatolistist,,these doctors cant help me at all - nor do they want to,, im about to cry right now,,i dont know if im going tocontinue this blog,i feel more and more depressed im so screwed i wantot just WORK and BE NORMAL goddamnit!