Wednesday, August 22, 2007

taurus tee-says 420/wow!i never knew-Imwearingit








its PM now,,Ive been suffering from severe HIP(L) alllll day,,funny because kelly had awful hip pain all day yesterday,,then this morning i awoke with it -its still hurting after all day and im ready for sleep at 6.30PM wed eve,,im so tired that my eyes burn,,this has been going on*tiredness* for some time now, i thoought it was the medication,,all the pain pills OR klonipin?.05 mg *nothing too heavy* -ive cut so far back and im still SO SLEEEEEEPY so rul e out the meds as far as FULL RESPONSIBILITY for my groggy-ness--helll, its probably the RA itself,,ive read where it is a symptom,,tiredness -or unable to keep up with the day -YEP, thats me,,unable,,BUT i AM able to do other things,,with meditation and alittle support from kelly-cake -i have slowly gained enuff strength to look at where we are -and deal with it,,RA included,,deperession included,,no money included,,doesnt mean im settling ,, it just means im now able to aknowledge this situation and see what i can do to make things easy and happy and better here in this house that WE LOVE w/allll our hearts,,even tho its falling apart here and there-nothin we and HOMEDEPOT cant handel,,hehehehee.. we love housework,,LOVEIT!

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