ive been having RA severly i my spine again,,it hurts pretty bad and if im not under the influence of DARVON
- then im just to in pain to even think straight....
my neck my feet and elbows(OHsoeffingBAD)
and hands (now its my pinkeys on both hands) ufff, Im hurting badly ever time i walk or actully move about god these arms of mine,,the elbows are not stopping on the pain and they have sever nodels popping up,,i swear they HURT or is it just my elbows really hurting andf fooling me to thinnkits nodules,i SWEAR its the Nodules cuz i feel pain where thety are on the back of my elbows area PIC of my effing elbows (which id like to cut off my arms at the elbows to be done with it)
ALSO my hands and feet kep waking me uP from sleep,i ned to itch them and they burn,,i sapose this is the Neuropathy that Dr Kusi said i have,,yep

hi there,
i have ra,
not like the sun-god but ra, like the life stealer....didYaknow?

been awhile,,,and thats because ive really been too sick and tired to do any thing online - my computer(ankhanaten) has been booted down for days and days and i didnt care,,i knew i was not doing good when computer doesnt sound good to me...somethings wrong for shure!
we hung out with tina for a few nights before she takes off to Houston, texas for a little while,,they are leaving tomorrow -thursday july 3rd and we miss them dealrly already - gonna miss having them right around the corner. houston is where the money is and thats why they r moving ...i figure it wont last long ,,,everyone who leaves Tulsa always ends up BACK HERE - Tulsa is a magnet for some reason. Ive tried to leave many times and only ended up right back here every time.



About the RA- OMG . my Nodules are so bad around my elbows- they hurt badly-

Ive been totally SICK lately... b/c we found a baby kitten last Saturday an its been all i can do to keep up with the baby,,shes a little 4-5 weeks old and we have spent bill money to have her looked at by the vet -we DON'T want to endanger our cats Elvis and scottyboobear,,so she (the baby) had a worm in her head,,YEP a WORM called a warble ..from a BOTFLY ,,she must have been stranded for all her life until we found her crying in a TREE across the street and no one would help her,,Xcept US,,god SENT her to US its a gift from god but shes got ringworm and botfly worm and the vet at southern ag,,named DR WOLF treated her and took VERY good care to remove the worm,,,she OK NOW and then with her being OK sort of,,i just allowed all that RA to just come up and bite me from the activities of caring for a BABY!! some clips and pics,:

its sunday at 7.28 AM,im feeling better now- i really went down hard yesterday,,RA in my feet and knees so bad (ohDapain).
Its a prett sunday morning ,,its been super stormy lately and humidity has been a bitch- seems better today tho.

sometimes wonder why im even here..

A NEW X FILES IS COMMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and


The entire solar system is moving slowly sideways into the Photon Belt. As planets rotate around the Sun, they swing in and out of the band. Earth has been in the Photon Belt two additional weeks each year since 1987 as our planet approaches and leaves the spring equinox. In 1997, Earth was in the band from 12/29/97 until 6/8/98. The next year, it was there from 12/22/98 to 6/15/99. This was the first time Earth is in the band for more than half the year. In 2012, the Earth will be in this band full time, until about 4320 AD. The last time the entire solar system was in the Photon Belt was the Age of Leo, or 10,800 BC through 8640 BC. OMG!




Ive been stuck in a rip VanWinkle spell again,,for days and days