i wish ,,nevermind / life is hard
thats me and my lil sister mary - my dad emailed this morning to me and it made me happy to hear from him - ((i emailed him yesterday to tell him that i love him)) -sooo glad to hear from him.

gulp,bumpyride-braceYerSelf!
sunday eve....tina's getting the kids all cleaned up and ready for the "morning take off",(back to houston) They have gas but NO POWER and it may be one more week before the power comes back,,but their school is opening and they need to get back-
so i have been buzy and i am swollen- and forgot to take my sreiquil last nitght because becky and tina were here and we sat out talkin for LONG time...i took lots pictures and we had a real good time. tinsa staying tonite nd then goingback tomorrow but its been super nice tohave her here,,she is a good mother to those kids and works her butt off for the love of them,,

goooooood earlie morn 6,43 am=,,my fingers hurt to type,, because of RA and because of the "splits in the skin at my finger tips they r bleeding from splits in the skin..ive been bleachin' things,,floors -walls - sheets -towels -cats -yep cats TOO dangit,,, im gonna beat this ringworm if its the last thing i DO- god its hard to get rid of,,the cats seem "MUCHO " better,,but boo needs Iodine and i am going to find some today! gotta go meet KEVA TODAY (8.30 apt),,,we r running the car at a bare minimum and kellys sister TINA and her 2 kids came up from HOUSTON TX- last nite /////their house is bad from Hurricain IKE but the husband jason riembold is staying in dallas to do BUSINESS,so we got a house full right now,,its AM and they r all sleeping out front,,and i am up to help kelly and myself get ready for today
i cant remember if i took a darvon this morning already,i know my feet bones hurt and i need a darvon for all of the pain this AM but ....did i already take one>? im gonna take another in cse,,,i just cant walk w/o them.. gotta go now,,kelly is up and needs my help,,

A GOOD WAY TO VIEW DEPRESSION and WHERE IM AT:

working to balance this out (as a libra its my duty!!!)


nitenite

its a cold and lazy sat and i got up at 8.00am instead of 5.30 or 6.00 am,,it really seems to let me hang on a little more thru the day -but right now im hanging on for a nap.. waiting for mr Michael to come and buy our professional mop -bucket and 2 ringers- for a decent price...
he was to be here at 12.00..havent seen him yet -gotta go for now,,once he is here & gone-
plans is = laying down fast (kids spent nite here last nite,,cute as can be) - ouchi fingers,,cannot type------------------
this part was written on Tuesday morn (april 1st) about this day:
**skipped friday b/c we had Tina's 2 kids stay w/us,,,it was real neat
but TG we dont have kids.
they cost a fortune to keep,,we can barely afford our 2 cats, b/c everything is expensive -how do people do it??? my sister raised 3 kids,,they are about to graduate from high school and they all have their jobs -those kids enjoy earning money -Drew Stevie and Amanda-my sisters,,
and kellys sisters kids are Ariel and Blake- 13yrs and 8 yrs?Blake?? younger but i dont know how old he is, hes a little man tho- its like, he want to put on a suit first thing and get dress for the career at this young age of 8 or so,,its so cute to watch and to be around children - i think they are so alien,,i just look with amazement at them-