im in too much pain and have been for weeks now, ive taken all my effing darvon and dont know what to do,, im going crooked now. and it hurts

ive been holding my shit togeher for well over 2 weeks and i am at the end now, i cant stand it anymore, im hurting so bad

i can only surender and cry

deep down im upset about the BP and the oil that they r kiilling our animals and destroyng the water ,, im justso sad.