i just cannot belive TODAY - the dems won (its time for a change and we can all make a huge difference and improve this crazy country (wow) all that corruption VOTED OUT! byebye!

my hair is growing -ive always had a tight haircut by ROSS EDWARDS a personal friend of mine, but i cant afford it anymore, i have to just ponytail up,,,and save $ that way

http://debramaddox.myphotoalbum.com/view_album.php?set_albumName=album08

i found a way to the doctor just 5 blocks away -we just drove our car,,funni because it worked just fine... like nothing is wrong, but somehting is,,we just have to bring it to the shop now and have something fixed ?? white smoke from tailpipe no good cracked seal or?? ,,im sure its gonna cost us a huge amount and we are gonna cry and be all worried about rent now,,god we can never win,or get ahead,,i mean that damn devil just keeps the bullshit comming,,,, im fuckin sick of it,,,we can just take so much here,,damnit, i wont play the lottery because i have NO luck,, at all, well least noone is shooting at us,,and we have a roof over our heads and all that,,,bla bla bla,, thank u for the roof! ha! .

ME AND ELVIS
MY DAD RIGHT NOW, in EGYPT!!!
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dr apt in few moments(9.315am) BUT our auto blew last nite,,,we have white smoke comming out of the tail pipe, i say screw the doctors appt,,BUT the nurses- kellys moms -and kellly -all say i have to go and cannot wait anylonger -already waited from sept to november -- its imporant and i have to find a way to get to the dr office ,,we called about the car,,its a blewn casket? or something bad and expensive,,i CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE we have our rent and bills and NOW this the car?? all i can say is THANK GOD THE DEMOCRATES WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe now i wont have to be so embarrressed about what our country is doing and the fumbling president better be replaced with barackobama! or hilary!!!

tomarrow i go to my doctor about issues with my ovarys,,im alittle scared,,thinking ovarys are lil' delicate things im sure,,,i just want to get the results to know if im ok or not,, tomarrow i go to start the process to get that answer, gulp,im scared

sunday AM we just woke up, took all my meds and they r strting to work,,im typing now,,i still have splits on my fingertips. i have to keep them wrapped are they sting like hell. still not sleeping well,, took a sleeping pill last nite to test? called ROZEREM. and i stll woke up at 2.00am as usual.

hi today anyone outthere?? Echo =there there ther..
wish i had $ i would not be so board and sick.
im feeling depressed again,,shit
probably because our own president is a fumbiling idiot and we (america) are gonna get
nuked cuz the world hates US !!!! we look like a bunch of fat white hypocrites!!

wake up america,,
we are fucking things up bad- and it may be too late to go back.

its a remicade day--- i feel very tired, i looked at my dads EGYPTIAN tour site and i wanted to comment,,i was so excited about the pictures and all his adventures- but damned thing wont let me leavea comment,,sux!
http://egypttrek.blogspot.com/
this blurry picture is how i feel today i represents my vision , how i see everyday, i have glasses but they are not strong enuff and the left lense always falls out,so what good r they? none! i need glassses soon. i misjudged where things are and this gets me broken toes EVERY time! im getting over a new foot injury where i stumped my toe on the ball and claw chairleg, for the thirteenthtime..............

A LINK TO MY DAD'S TRIP TO EGYPT!
http://egypttrek.blogspot.com/