this is not me but shows nodules on old ladies elbows,shit! it looks real bad,,,,im scared because im getting this,,, what sux about it - is it hurts so badly to become this shape - aLOT of pain went into making these elbows! lemme tell ya! and I KNOW! alll about those elbow pains-sometimes ya wanna just cutoff yer arms,,I KNOW ive said it,,"forgod sakes just take my arms off please!!!!!!!!!!"when the pain gets to be so bad.

crazy kitten starbaby (gotta luv her)


yesterday-Sarah Palin made her first appearance on the Rush Limbaugh show on Tuesday, OMG how desparate can u get? rush is a freak -
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Yesterday i had a visit with dr. juju (i really really like her)i told her im tapering off the pred,down to 17mg...she said better if i do 5 mg..i read that online about tapering off prednison too,,
i am so sensitive to the prednisone im starting tomorrow down to 15mg and go from there,,,doctor juju said good ..she didn't like the skin on my arms either--- plus bones and teeth,,she insisted i take mega calcium-i told her i DO already,,and i do religiously ,, i take vitamin d and folic acid and whatever else is available...PREDNISONE has gotta be decreased ..it may help my depression as well,,i read online that years of prednisone can mess w/ your mind as well as your body! also she wants me to come back next month to see dr kusi for the klonipin,,my new prescription has 60 instead of 90 and i was NOT told anything about tapering off,,god knows i need those "Klonipin" pills or i just freak out "in-panic" over just anything..im just outta wack,,i sure wish i knew how i got this way,,/ im worried about them lowering my dose cuz those pills dont do much for me so i have to take 2- two of them- just to feel a little calmer and thats when i run out before the month is up,,scary situation! dependency again --i NEED to NOT 2be dependant on any pills actually when all this world falls apart and i cant get to any drugs ...........
(if McCAIN IS ELECTED) = i will suffer from no access to anything at all -,,this is why i am tapering off the prednisone NOW ....welll,,,,now i should taper off the klonipin too i guess,, i have enuff Klonipin's for now so im not to worried and i can ALWAYS "take it to the streets" if i have to" damn it!