my hurtin' left paw
my hurtin' right paw,,both are warm and painful.


i have not been able to type untill NOW (9.30) i have RA symptoms going on like crazy,,,i have sore hands and feet,,soooo it hurts to type (but itook 2 ibuprophine and 1 darvon) and im starting to feel better now so i HAD TO COME and blog(hate that word-blog) i am hooked now (onthis blog thing)
heres what star and i are up to right NOW this verysecond.....

i said i was going to quit the LEXAPRO - but i have a great friend (Gloria) who also has RA and we visit alot,,she advised to continue andthat perhaps the drug hasnt had time to lift the depression,,which i didnt think of,,because im tooooo ADHD!!damnit!

but point is,,i shouldnt stop - and they DO HELP others ,so i have made my decision to continue and give it (lexapro ) more time and then judge it ,,i only started about two months ago>? dont trust my memory tho,,thatsfersher!!! i quit CYMBALTA and took on the lexapro as per a shrink i saw thru family and childern's serices here in tulsa-i just want to feel better and thats all,, i really am a overly optimistic person by default, and i miss that positive outlook. i will get it back tho! i promise myself!!! things will get better and i will be blessed and guess what,,i have all i need NOW i say i need clothes food -medicine -money ,,but i have it,,NOT ALOT OF IT but i have enuff to make it,,and thats what its ALL ABOUT! i have a nice old roof over my head,,i have nice funiture from when i was a "spend-aholic" -i made great income and i worked my ass off for the love of money,LOL! overtime was endless and i was always @ work,, never had time to spend any of the money i was making,,until i went into funiture stores --i LOVE-LOVE-LOVE FURNITURE ALOT! thats were i spent alot of money - and at J CREW! and my own store BEBE toohttp://www.bebe.com/gp/home.html

i was store manager of bebe at the mall until it closed here in tulsa,,, and oMG i had to have it all!