its tues, i saw tracy (shrink) this morning and its COLD out,,but sunny- i have t o get my drivers license renewed but i dont have energy,,i hae smeared mascara from the shrinks hour w/me. i cry Alot -we figure i am not accepting the RA - i have to learn to accept it then work wiht it,,i mean ...treat it, or whatever,im tired still and im supposed to get up,i cant ..im RA'D in my insides,,and hands and feet are swollen it hurts to type and takes forever just to get few words out,ill come back later