i found some good pics of my neck and swelling and this is the area of most pain. to move my head about just normally is painful .. moving side to side is painful.weird howit came outta no where,,,and it wont leave / IM taking 2 darvon at the same time,,means I really hurt --but thats what i have to do tonite,,b/c its just too painful,,OH i remembered also that my doctors appt is tomorrow monday at 1.30 pm.

she (the dr.) was gonna find a rhemuatologist for me...(pray)

i am unmotavated because the weather is depressing and cold dreary.