its Friday and i have 2 appointments today
one at 9.00am,(can we talk) *shrink
and another at 2.30pm,with a newdoctor who is at bedlam,,(finally got in -i found the magic password)
sinus matters are bad,,puffy eyes and runny nose
Kelly's feelin' better,we gotta get our car looked at,,its leaking anti freeze bad
RA has been at a minimum,,i did realize that the only thing that really is a bother is my neck,same ol' area,,,
I woke up w/RA in elbows and neck and hands but i still feel like its going away,,somehow,,its leaving me,,I'm glad,,it really seems like its trying to go away...
i starte the plastic over the porch windows then went to pick up kell at 4.30 yesterday,,and we finished up the windows,,TONITETHE FREEZE IS COMING hate that! the cold hurts me,,i do so much better in this kind of temp .. 60---70 degrees where is it 70 degrees all year around,,so i can move there,,cannot stand the winter.
POLITICS ---getting strange,,i see everyone is going crazy still,,OMG its insamne,,i feel like we should take outr bumper sticker off because we mite get attacked over it..?...
we have a friend who said she went to the gun show--well,,everyone there bought everything UP and they were all saying how Obama is going to take away the guns,, well,, i told her that both
obama and mcsame were under the control of NWO -Carlyle group-the CFR and the Bilderburgs- and Bohemian grove ppl - i asked have you heard of any of these groups who control it ALL
she said nope,, she thinks im crazy- but hey point is,,
NO MATTER who it is,, the plan is
1.get the guns away from Americans.
2.order out of chaos
3.to kill 2/3rds the people
then the left overs will be stong as they have flushed out all the weak people,,these left overs are going to be a asset .in ways toooo complicated to go on and on here..
but i know about all of this thu all the things i read underground and i believe it,,i do,,
chem trails are Suspicious
and plastic in water bottles - soda bottles is a sure slow way to kill alot of us,, with sickness that comes from plastic and chemtrails
one at 9.00am,(can we talk) *shrink
and another at 2.30pm,with a newdoctor who is at bedlam,,(finally got in -i found the magic password)
sinus matters are bad,,puffy eyes and runny nose
Kelly's feelin' better,we gotta get our car looked at,,its leaking anti freeze bad
RA has been at a minimum,,i did realize that the only thing that really is a bother is my neck,same ol' area,,,
I woke up w/RA in elbows and neck and hands but i still feel like its going away,,somehow,,its leaving me,,I'm glad,,it really seems like its trying to go away...
i starte the plastic over the porch windows then went to pick up kell at 4.30 yesterday,,and we finished up the windows,,TONITETHE FREEZE IS COMING hate that! the cold hurts me,,i do so much better in this kind of temp .. 60---70 degrees where is it 70 degrees all year around,,so i can move there,,cannot stand the winter.
POLITICS ---getting strange,,i see everyone is going crazy still,,OMG its insamne,,i feel like we should take outr bumper sticker off because we mite get attacked over it..?...
we have a friend who said she went to the gun show--well,,everyone there bought everything UP and they were all saying how Obama is going to take away the guns,, well,, i told her that both
obama and mcsame were under the control of NWO -Carlyle group-the CFR and the Bilderburgs- and Bohemian grove ppl - i asked have you heard of any of these groups who control it ALL
she said nope,, she thinks im crazy- but hey point is,,
NO MATTER who it is,, the plan is
1.get the guns away from Americans.
2.order out of chaos
3.to kill 2/3rds the people
then the left overs will be stong as they have flushed out all the weak people,,these left overs are going to be a asset .in ways toooo complicated to go on and on here..
but i know about all of this thu all the things i read underground and i believe it,,i do,,
chem trails are Suspicious
and plastic in water bottles - soda bottles is a sure slow way to kill alot of us,, with sickness that comes from plastic and chemtrails
back from the shrinks,i cried there talkin to her again..i cried about myself and how stupid i am about everything...i mean,,im very immature and i was talkin about that,,and i cried,,,,then i cried again whenii said i dont want to be a bother, and i want everyone to like everyone, and i want life and everything to be .. to be equal for everyone,, i wish i was not so black and white with everything,,i have no gray areas,,and i need t find the gray,,she wants me to try to stay away from things that excel my agitation,,like politics,,and the news and all this food shortage coming and how we wont be able to pay for anything in the future as cost go higher and higher
*she is a good therapist indeed*
we pay for electricity and for natural gas,,in this house,and this house is falling apart,,i see where we need to redo everything like pluming and walls and ceiling --its alot of work,,and it all be doe by now if i did not have RA! damnit.
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