hola, hago una enfermedad llamar…
"ickyness&depression"
AKA : RA.blaaah,,my neck hurts,,Kelly said it looks inflamed this morning.

its almost 11.30 am on Saturday,,im real dis-orientated due to kelly being off work for this holiday and i swear,,was it a Holiday? i guess ...???i did not feel like it was a holiday,all i know is A WHOLE LOTTA PEOPLE WANNA GET TOGETHER and its great,we just LOVE this part of the holiday..ive already become emotional today about the plan for today-my neck hurts,,i took 2 darvons to help and 4 ibuprophine and a klonipin to chase away the anxiety ..kel's got high anxitity too,,we both feel reaallllly weird,,i think its cuz we both have sinus infections but my soul is feeling something ,,Kelly's feelin it too,,i dunno what,,but im uneasy and feel like im afraid of something-even the Klonipin wont make it go away.
i am upset because of the fact that today is "relatives day" and i cant go,,i want to go but i cant be ready in time,,,1 hour and half, i need about 3 hours to get ready..neck pain and the ol'collar bone which is weird cuz its really hurts but noone can say what it is
- so, im not going,,- kellys OK w/that and understands totaly-and said the plans keep changing anyways ,,now everyones going back out to the country ADAIR OK- i had to take 2 darvon my neck hurt so badly..now they are starting to kick in,i feel super dizzy and need to go lay down ug! whew-

~amo las flores y belleza y todas las cosas bastante~i do!