>*RELEASED PHOTO taken via satilite and google earth=caught this UFO!! Whoah,,i wanna beleve!(this kicksass) from the UFO blogger site that i love to look at on a regular basis....

its tuesday feels like ..well hell if i know,,feels just like every other morning except- i HURT REAL BAD this AM,,i woke-up at 5.30am..got to my prednzone and lexapro(20 mg now) and 4 Ibuprophine and waited until now 6.45 am,,i cant handle the pain in my feet to walk and its bad in my spine - i HAD to take a effing DARVON and i hate that,,god i'll be passed out in no time now-,,i blame the darvon,but i dont know,,it maybe the seriquil,making me so damn tired all the time--tired like i could lay down any where and fall asleep. even with the pain i could just pass out..............
*RA has been acting up b/c of a few reasons,,
number one -ive decreased my pred, for the sake of tapering off that drug.(down from 20 to 17 mg for about three weeeks now)
*when ever u mess w/prednisone it truely effects the RA person = a dose change is felt physicaly bacause the change in my dose in lower - causes the pain - i am decresasing the sheild of protection BUT its for the best,i NEED to decrease the pred -- i cant keep taking it ,,ive been warned by the doctors who see me these days,,they all say "get off it" ...." if u can " im trying.
i dont feel good at all,,kellys needs help and is in a hurry hurry hurry mood -all "stressy" and ,shit! gotta go ...damn...
im BACK- kell's upset about her family - its whats bothering her to drive her crazy.plus the stress of our car,,we only drive it down-town and back until...we have a lead - a guy who will come over to anilize it,,i gotta follow up on that today,,and now i feel so damn tired i gotta go, or i wont make any sense here,,,

heres what keeps happening to my arms with just the slightest scrap or just me itching my own skin makes this red,,and all ive been told is that its the prednizone doing that...i dunno if thats true,,but i saw it disappear more when i was in the sun there for a while i was outside,,but i got depressed and i couldnt do anything,and anything out side frreakedme out -i know that sounds weird,but i am going thru a real mentally hard timerigt now- i feel worthless nd helpless andlikew a freak -- i really am struglin' onA
day2day basis............
I LOVE THIS cam..i pray for it,,LOL!

10-4
over and out,,,,,
must....bloog...tomoroooo.......morning,,,,zzzzzz

ive NOTICED a change,,its because i got my KLONIPIN BACK,,i have NOT abused it,,i took small quarters from a .05 ml. and felt the effects,,i am so soothed and feel 100percent in control&BETTER!!which is all i effing wanted-hate it when the doctors stand in yer way of feeling better,it seems so ass backwards,,doesnt it,,maybe its cuz im DISLEXIC and it just seems that way to me,,dunno,,what is realaity,,im stoned, i mean stumped,,Freudian slip hehee
MOVIE i MUST SEE = "a man who laughs" -1926-era,,looks incredible...

A NEW X FILES IS COMMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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The entire solar system is moving slowly sideways into the Photon Belt. As planets rotate around the Sun, they swing in and out of the band. Earth has been in the Photon Belt two additional weeks each year since 1987 as our planet approaches and leaves the spring equinox. In 1997, Earth was in the band from 12/29/97 until 6/8/98. The next year, it was there from 12/22/98 to 6/15/99. This was the first time Earth is in the band for more than half the year. In 2012, the Earth will be in this band full time, until about 4320 AD. The last time the entire solar system was in the Photon Belt was the Age of Leo, or 10,800 BC through 8640 BC. OMG!




Ive been stuck in a rip VanWinkle spell again,,for days and days

morning Burrrrr cold.

1st picture is me in the morning,,then after about 3.00pm,,aftern apping,big diff..i have not been feeling very well i have no energy at all-,,been very sleepy and unable,,the pain is in my elbows,,i NEED to photo them,to document the swelling and redness ,,,also in my feet . They will not stop hurting -they hurt all the time,,i feel it most when i wake up,,the" RA bugs"=are realllllly buzy attacking me while i sleep,,, every time i wake up its the first thing i feel,,my hurting toes and ball of my foot hurt so badly,,im wondering if i may end up w/ bad feet,,that would suck... (i think my depression shows in my pictures)

sat nite,,we have been in cold weather with high humidity and finding it hard to stay awake or get up any energy,i have allergies and they are getting worse, we think its because of that ICEstorm brought down so many trees that all the pollen andwhatever has been all kicked around and stirred up. and we r breathing it,,PLUS all the CHEMTRAILS up in the skyTOO!

*god i love these cats ..how can a person be so attached to animals,,2 cats,,i just dont know what id do without boo and e..they are our 'lil gifts from god.

another gift from god worth mentioning is we have invested -yep..in the stockmarket,,I KNOW-all timeLOW (buy low- sell high) we paid 18 cents a share for alot of stock in a" NEW- inovative- on the horizon- technical thingy stuff-" its already earned us a thousand by its climb..... we were blessed with this i do believe. its going to be our blessing down the road.