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its early on wed..im doingOK,,that METHOTREXATE (pill form) is helping me. i feel so much more able to do things and get thru the day w/ o needing to sleep to get rid of the RA,,wow,,i am impressed,i still have horrific unbearable pain in my neck and feet ...no matter what i do ,,my neck /spine always hurts and i can hardly think over all the pain,,. i think if i can get rid of this neck pain and feet pain, then i mite be able to actually think about anything for longer then a minuet =i cant stay focused over the throbbing and continuous pain in my neck. somethings wrong w/ my browser now..i cant get active X on,,wtf>? im scanning now for any new viruses,,looks like midnite scan caught 4 other suspicious files to quarantine. crazy.

another Bad RA day,,i cant type and dont feel good at all
Look at these effing elbows of mine..they hurt and my feet hurt Just AS BAD!

morning Burrrrr cold.

1st picture is me in the morning,,then after about 3.00pm,,aftern apping,big diff..i have not been feeling very well i have no energy at all-,,been very sleepy and unable,,the pain is in my elbows,,i NEED to photo them,to document the swelling and redness ,,,also in my feet . They will not stop hurting -they hurt all the time,,i feel it most when i wake up,,the" RA bugs"=are realllllly buzy attacking me while i sleep,,, every time i wake up its the first thing i feel,,my hurting toes and ball of my foot hurt so badly,,im wondering if i may end up w/ bad feet,,that would suck... (i think my depression shows in my pictures)

Elvis can bne so effing funni,,the lookks he can give ,,i caught a funni look here in these shots...
his EYES have such expression,,thats how we comunicate- thru our eyes,,,its pretty unique to be so close to cat,,i never even wanted to get teh kittens,,hoping to bail out from my promis t take one to help out donna to get rid of them...we took 2 instead
OLDS website dedicated to the kittens,,here:
http://debramaddoxoctober.tripod.com/dm2005/index.htm
i LOVE lookin at these pics..
we were so happy then.........
better yet,this link take u right tothe photo album,,
http://debramaddoxoctober.tripod.com/dm2005/2a.html





OK then theres ME! DORK "miss prednisone".

saturday 6.00 am ~im up with a headache from hell,,its the air and everryday i awake i NEED Ibuprophine asap....its sinuses ferser...OWIE..onmyachin'......
i took my 10mg pred and a tramadol also,,went back to bad then realized i have to have MORE meds 4 my head and feeet(RA) its alll hurtin' too much to go back to sleep.
so im doing this then go back to bed





********dr Kusi said to split up my pred,,19 mg am,,,and 10 mg in PM we r trying to decrease the dependency,,,he said that 20 mg of prednisone and my age ...not good,,,i must get off of it
before it takes my bones to nothin'
hi "G" if u r reading this today,m,,i NEED to email U! i want to talk to ya! k?K!
(later on 10,00pm) up from a snoooze -kells asleep,,we both felt weird today and surrealish--
im doing this right now just to focus on something other then the bad dreams ive been waking up to,,this one was abunch of chaos and it woke me up -to come in here and take some sleeping pills,,aka 2 benodryl and a Klonipin to ease up,,i got stressed out in my dream and it took alot to shake it off - no biggy tho-


i enjoyed the rest and relaxing saturday w/ kelly


but ,my feet have been sooo hurtful to walk on them,(for past few weeks-feet-worst),so this day we bummed,,,we rested -we wached the movie 23-,weird flick-i add'd out at the end,,could NOT focus,,but jim carry did an amazing acting job - hell i cant remember how it even ended.


note: rewatch 23-watch ending