this is the funnist weather forecast ive ever - EVER --SEEN!
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Weather Penis Rams Through Southwest
Meteorologists at San Angelo, Texas' KLST station recently discovered a massive penis of thunderstorms preparing to barrel through west Texas and penetrate its tip into Mexico.
Video of this red-hot Weather Penis forecast.

you know how I'm always saying,,Oklahoma's got a big problem with incompetence?
this is embarrassing for the medical world :
For the first time ever in the state, the medical examiner's office has lost its national accreditation.
im talkin; big bad bold incompetence,,ppl cant even drive normal here (so embaressing)

this lil kitty is sooo cute!

we have spent all of our time at Patsy's~
its been aLOT of work,,ive been surprised over my ability and my mood has improved.

we got to see Collin after allll this time and i gave him the biggest hug- i was so glad 2 see him.

Nicky died.....yeah,she was eighteen at least-and was having liver failure and we watched her just go down hill, then... in Kelly's lap,she passed away ..and we all cried and balled and cried..she was a great dog,,and we will miss licky nicky doggy girl-

Every time we went over there,,i didn't bring my camera -instinct told me-no camera ,,i think that's weird,,,,no photos-i always bring the camera-

we just luv P&A Braumiller-this world is a better place because of mrs.patsy braumiller=she is 1 of a kind and we re going to miss her but her new house on the beach is waiting and they have alot to do once they get home ...we tried to help as much as possible,,i think it helped her and they were both gracious. we worked very hard and i organized and kelly and daniel and others labored all daY AND nite.

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this man rocks!

i cannot believe that a news report shows sapulpa-OK, not showing barack obama as he new president elect,,and kelly said that she heard that aLOT of oklahoma people,are completly freaked out about the fact that a "black" man has won the hearts and support of so many people

but..HES not black,,hes half and so effing what??,,hes a good man anyhow.....

SWEAR TO HEAVEN I NEVER knew that oklahoma was so so so prejudice (embraressed)

Anyhow-people are freaking out and now i see on CNN that ,supulpa OKLAHOMA-right around the corner from us- is not reporting the fact that barackObama won the presidency -they have an excuse but i don't buy it,i know its blatant as hell-I'm shocked and want to move,,this place seems different now that i know how people really feel around here-

its very disturbing to me and i want to move away from here,,but I'm hoping to see a change-or we WILL move-

i am a worthless "peice of sh*&" and good for nothing...
im very depressed, its aLL NOT GOING SOWELL,,I cannot explain,,i can only say its all so bad for us here in this house,,--guess i am the messed up one here and causingall these problems,,what cani do,i stay soooo careful i everything i do and say,,but its no good i still get slammed-
im wearing down 2 a nub..from the critisisum and the yelling of how im messing everything up and that i just "i dont get it..and how im messing everything up",,its just that,,im sorry, i thougt i waz doing OK then i get this awfulannouncement that im fucked and not doing my fair share and im using up all the resourses and i8m sure im forgetting something,,else too,,but,its all so hard to handel and i just dont get it,,i have that pit in my stomach again,, like i got slugged in the GUT! i am gonnabesicjk --k just left for work on saturday, she says she does this so i can have a good life,,but shes yelling that to me with such resentment,,i cant stand it,,i wanna hide..it makes me feel so worthless.. and now my R.A. REALLYHURTS ..i want to take a walk and just keep walkin' im so sad today. im going back to bed now--i wish i could ,,cant,,gotta preform and get things done -- or im worthless elbows and neck and hands --with or with out--must prove im a value
I HURT real bad right here in my JAW -its been there for awhile ,its just today i really noticed it -QUESTION : do i have RA im my neck and JAW??? how weird..it feels like i do -thats why i cannot swallow very well im sure...

RA is so so so so difficult - it feels like i cant make it -

heres some shots of my elbows and such this AM";

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this is what ive beeen reading this MORNING.headlines : ohboi=
How to Survive the Coming Food Shortage=
All of these factors mean THE END OF CHEAP FOOD
source: http://www.dailypaul.com/node/40465
i said something about this 2 days ago..NPR keeps me up-2-date on everything - they are always ONE step ahead of TV news,,which i dont trust at all,
((((((TV NEWS CNN included..what is isnt,,,and was isnt is.))))))

http://www.codexalimentarius.net/web/index_en.jsp
im tellin ya,,,i smell danger in the comming days,,maybe im paronoid....its possible yes,,BUT why then is it everywhere,,i dont care now about being paronoid, im doing the garden thing asap,,today is sat,,its autum,,and its time 2 learn....for springtime! i was planting flowers,,butwe cant eat flowers,,im moving on to food (more useful)

more from sunday eve,,,,,,,,,,,, im RA'd out in my hips realbad../... i feel so damn tired im past the point of able to sleep,,(i get like thatalot,,i have been depressed as i noted in the past blog,,but tonite i went to check weather, BURRR and news at CNN,,LOOK what i found,,no wonder i feel so depressed ... good news ,,,im not alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOOK"
updated 8:00 p.m. EST, Sun January 20, 2008

January 21: Saddest day of the year?

There's a lot to feel down about this month: the subprime mortgage crisis, the weather, gas prices, presidential primary free-for-alls. So, it would be easy to believe the theory that Monday will be our most depressing day of the year. But a track of online searches for "depression" shows there's an even worse day.
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There's a lot to feel down about this month: the subprime mortgage crisis, stormy, unpredictable weather, rising gas prices, presidential primary free-for-alls. So, it would be easy to believe the theory set forth by Dr. Cliff Arnall, a researcher from Cardiff University, that the third Monday of the month (Jan. 21, this year) — a day he calls Blue Monday — will be our most depressing day of the year. Arnall bases his yearly prediction on a formula he developed, which factors in the weather, consumer debt from holiday spending and failed New Year's resolutions and arrives at that conclusion that we'll hit rock bottom on Monday the 21st. Aside from the fact that Arnall's theory has been discounted by many in the academic community, I've got a better way of finding the true nadir of depression: Look to our search behavior.

In the digital age we're likely to turn to search engines just as often as we would confide in friends and medical professionals to gauge our psychological state. If we think we're suffering from a real bout of the blues or a mental crisis, we're likely to Google the symptoms or find a chat group in the hopes of performing a self-diagnosis. In fact, online searches for "depression" are among the most popular searches sending traffic to the 5,900 sites that we track in the Hitwise Health and Medical category — but the peak is not in January. According to our Internet behavior, our depression spikes reliably in mid-November every year, right in time for Thanksgiving, the launch of the holiday season.

To confirm this timing I took a look from a different perspective. If we're depressed, we're probably also seeking pharmacological help. By aggregating the traffic to the websites of the top antidepressants and charting visits to those sites over the last three years, a very interesting pattern emerges. The spike in traffic to the official websites for drugs like Lexapro, Prozac, Paxil and Cymbalta occurs in late October and early November, two weeks ahead of the height in searches on "depression." It's almost as if people anticipate their holiday depression and start shopping early for their drug of choice.

Another surprise lies in the demographics of visitors to antidepressant websites — they're not who you would expect. If visitors to Lexapro.com, for example, are at all representative of the typical depressed individual, depression during November is an affliction primarily of the young and the old, but not of the middle-aged. The two age groups that account for the largest portion of site visitors are 18 to 24 (26.2%) and over 55 (27.6%). Visitors to Lexapro's site also tend to have average to above-average incomes: 51% of visitors come from households earning between $60,000 and $150,000 per year, while 20% come from households that earn over $150,000 — a sample, perhaps, not of the depressed in general, but of those who can afford to seek treatment.

So, Dr. Arnall, despite the failing economy, the storm of the century here in Northern California, a disappointing roster of presidential candidates and deciding that New Year's resolutions aren't for me this year, I'm feeling pretty good about things. If search data is any indication, I'm not alone.

WOW! on front page of CNN online tonite,,,