just checkin in,,im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired, i cannot blog now but im posting a picture and be back after this evening wheni have had some tie to rest,,ive been on a binge of NOTE TAKING and GOOD IDEAS that need to be listed,also ive been panting those flowers,,ive just been running crazy keepin up with bleaching everything and tending to elvis and baby and me and kelly,,- E has RINGWORM-SUPERBAD on the BACK of his neck,,mine is about gone,(had small spot on leg and arms) and of course star,,shes well HEALTHY omg=shes just so effing FUNI &cute and god im tired i gotTa go,,afeter uploading,,bbl
back and no better,i am exhausted, i have a pain in my neckthats been RA-ing for about 2 weeks now,,guess its gonna hunker down and eat away at my spine (picture pointing to the area above)

well, i was on my way outta here when i saw email that caught my eye,,about a lady struggling to get by with RA - sounds so much like my story and all the other stories i read about. so sad how we r getting screwed by the government by knowing this is a crippling disease that we cant control and stability is NO MORE_ and they deny our insurance for disability after all we paid into it after all!! ,,i am awaiting my court date in front of a judge too,,i wonder if i should show up in a hoover round- u know & neck-race too,,( i saw that in a movie LOL)
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http://www.ajc.com/metro/content/metro/atlanta/stories/2008/08/02/free_0803.html

Unable to work, Social Security has rejected benefits for woman
DALE FREE
By ANN HARDIE
The Atlanta Journal-Constitution
Published on: 08/03/08
~Dale Free liked working the deli counter at a Woodstock grocery store but lost that job in 2003 after a blood disorder landed her in the hospital.
Rheumatoid arthritis in her hands and knees and complications from diabetes have made it impossible for her to work ever since, she said.
with a cane. "I'm all the time dropping things because I hurt."
Free also suffers from anxiety, she said. She has plenty to be anxious about.
Social Security has turned her down for disability benefits twice since 2004.
Free has appealed and is waiting for a hearing date.
"There is not a human being who would look at this person and say that she is not disabled," said her attorney Ronald Lowry.
Meanwhile, Free lost her home after her husband of 28 years died from a stroke in 2005.
"We bought a mobile home and we thought we would be able to live in it comfortably for the rest of our lives," Free said. "It just didn't work out like that."
Her sister, Judy Crawford, took her in and buys her insulin and syringes. Free has no health insurance.
But Crawford can't afford Free's arthritis medicine. Or medicine to treat her high cholesterol and anxiety.
In fact, Crawford, too, is struggling financially. Her home is in foreclosure.
"She is trying to talk to the mortgage company so we won't have to move," Free said. "I do worry a lot and I cry a lot. But I wait until I am alone."
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THIS story is WAY-WAY-WAY to familiar--way-way-way SAD!! this is america,,but times are changing & what you thought was - is no more ////and now ?? is..is...is "sneaky doings "of ripping us all off - in the long run/ and BIG picture basicly - just watch,,im talking about food -im talking about our way of life here in america,,nomore, im talking -war possibly global,,who knows,,but shit is hittin' the fan and its blowing everywhere..im scared, kind of,,,, police stae and gobla control over everyone of us (thats left after upcomming population control-they want 1/3rds dead by 2012.