its been a while,because ive been under a spell,,as i like to call it,,under a spell,of ra.
this means for about 2-3 hours aday im able to do alittle,,im UP and wanting to do the day BUT ....i get dso tired,and have been having chest pains to,,for the past week,,,i think its acid reflux tho- not heart issues, no numbness in left arm,,(always a sign of trouble) ---
as for the rest of my day i fight the temptation to sleep but i must sit and wait for another burst of energy in order to do anything --i cannot allow my self to lay,,or it'll hurt getting up.
we have therapy tonight and i should nap so i can be clear and thoughtful, it has been decided -right here on blogger,,IM GONNA NAP NOW -maybe ill do some typing in here tonite? yea! tonite..im,,sooo,sleepy and have been for daze now PLUS: its rained every day too!OHNO kelly just called said she cant wait to come home and sleep - i said i ll cook we can hunker down ,,(forgettting about therapy) ohwell,we can go cry for an hour,cuz hts what i do,l,ljust cry and bitch and cry cry& cry - it helps SO much tho,,really-im so sleepy i must rest i must! myfeet hurt too the bones in my toes andball of foot/feet plural both hurt....still cant walk barefoot.