im having a hard time with my knees - guess the RA has found a place to hunker down and attack,,and its in my knees,,this knee pain has been going on for some time but its so damn bad now i cant get off the toilet,,i cant get up from a sitting position and it hurts like hell to use the knees ....i know now JUST how important knees are to us..
i watched "the skelaton key" asnd it was sooo scary good, love all that new oreans vodoo stuff it creeped me out and that was goldie hawn's daughter,,named ,, named,,ahhhh forgot her name already,,,,shes a good actress and cute as hell

good job goldie hawn! just googled goldie hawn :KATE HUDSON - ofcourse!

weird news today:
((now i have seen everything and this beats all of it))
Genetically engineered meat with RFID chips grown in your kitchen to “save the planet”
Published on 09-25-2009 Email To Friend Print Version
Source: Daily Mail
The Cocoon, which would ‘grow’ its own meals, won the Electrolux competition
Pre-mixed food packets containing muscle cells, oxygen and nutrients, would put an end to messy and time-consuming preparation.
Cooker that ‘grows’ meat in your kitchen beats teleporting fridge and two-second clothes cleaner to win design prize
A controversial cooker that ‘grows’ meat and fish by heating animal cells in your kitchen claimed first prize in the Electrolux design competition tonight.
The invention, called Cocoon, could develop food with the make-up and nutrients of real meat.
Mr Hederstierna, 27, said: ‘This will create 100 per cent pure meat without the need for animals to be killed and with no risk of contamination. It will change everything.’
A food generator is a popular concept in science fiction programmes such as Star Trek
thats just plain weird

seems like i just have too much going on now,,i hae not been keeping up here at all
reason: to obsessed with 2012 and other news thats goiong on now,,if i read all that stuff about the conspiraCY of h1n1 and the way that the PTB are trying to ill off 2/3rds of the population,,then i have3 to read every EVERY thing on it so that i dont get worried for nothing,,and verify all that i read,,like do my own research on every subject,,every thing they say i want to back it up,,is irt hear say is it faCT where is all this info coming from and why,,whos benefiting,hows making money off the fear of the ppl? every stone needs to be turned over and explored,,soo thats what ive been doing now that we've got these three computers networked and up and running,,all viruses removed and pray not to get anymore viruses from downloading stuff i shouldn't be,,(greed is bad) ive3 been cleaning this ol house and it wears me out,, my RA has been very active because i quit the methotrexate,it was helping me too,,but its tooo hard to getit so screw it -- i want a rheumatoligist
and the doctor im seeing just doest know anything about RA - i read an artical about the h1n1 and other vaccines we get every yr for the regular flu ..well,,something stood out TESTS SHOW PPL WHO TAKE THE FLU SHOT EVERY YR, AND ADDED UP TO ABOUT 8 TIMES,,WILL BE MORE LIKELY TO GET MS or RA and other funky diseases --i believe this may be what caused me to get RA,,i took the flu shot working in retail over 12 yrs in a row,,,i think it may be the cause ???? NO ONE IN MY FAMILY HAS THIS SO HOW THE HECK DID I GET IT ?
article i read for this info:
Dangerous Mercury Contamination of Human Body Increasing, Study Finds
also,2012 is really on the front burner for TV and the web,,lots of stuff being presented every day and i eat it aaaaaall up ...burp. opps.emberressed.
The 2012 Enigma

The 2012 Enigma

[-- we're seeing the end of capitalism. The end of capitalism as we know it and I say good riddance. It hasn't helped the people or the planet." -- Michael Moore on Larry King Live, Wednesday, November 19th, 2008

its friday, i feel alittle better, i slept enuff to get RA to back off alittle bit. i was swollen and painful yesterday, im scared today about the NEW NEWS in regard to H1N1 and whats going on
i told kelly that we seem so stressed out about all the shit going on,BUT its all stuff we can handle but perhaps our souls know of the impending doom around the corner and then this morning i saw this and cried about it and thinking what the hell r we going to do? im NOT taking that shot, its the mark of the beast i KNOW IT I JUST KNOW IT ,,its got a RFIDchip in the shot
along with the avian mixed in so u do get sick and TOO many will die from this shot. its the curse.
it is the mark of the beast: and id rather die fighting for our rights!! and i will fight,i will! i wilnot repeat NOT take the swine flu shot,kill me for this yes, but i am not taking this mark of the beast

Radio Frequency Identification (RFID)a key part of the global surveillance society
a technological advancement over Nazi tattooing of prisoners
RFID chip
Revelation 13:16-18
16 And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:17 And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name.18 Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six hundred threescore and six.

notes on what i have been researching:

1. Numbers reporting on swine flu count have stopped here in oklahoma, they r only reporting the numbers of deaths

LINK for oklahoma swine flu numbers ( another conspiracy 2 hide the count)

http://www.swineflu.org/forum_topics.asp?FID=425

2.end of days is around the corner, i focus on 2012 theories, but it may be the swine flu conspiracy is the real threat.

3.if we survive this H1N1 period, then 2012 may be the Apocalypse i believe in so deeply, a veil is lifted, we know the truth about everything at this point.

3. i ching,Nostradamus,Aztec,Mayan,Hopi Indians, the oracal named not delphi but the other lady,cant recall her name, and most important,the BIBLE even lays out something for this subject : BIBLE CODES PREDICT SOLAR FLARE
HOLOCAUST IN 2012 Revelation 16:8-9 "And they fourth poured out his bowl upon the sun; and it was given to it to burn men with fire. And men were burned with great heat; and the blasphemed the name of God Who has the authority over these plagues; and they did not repent to give Him glory."

Unrest grows daily around the world. Terrorism mounts. Bad news increases, while good news is increasingly scarce. Conditions worsen daily!!!

all agree and warn us of this 2012 issue. question, how can cultures who didn't even know each existed,write about this issue ???? its important to live each day like its the last,live love laff and be good. no evil can win over good.

against all this, my RA is nothing and i will be strong and not give in to the evil,aka devil ,almost spelled the same. D-evil..weird

75 Percent of Oklahoma High School Students Can't Name the First President of the U.S.

45,000 American deaths associated with lack of INSURANCE!!

i love this alien named jesus.

im really sick,as in RA sick, its depressing me and i cant win or beat it,,its stronger then i am , i feel bad about that, and i8 want to contribute to society or to this unit i live in m,,it makes me feel worthless and incapable . enuff noise for now, im in a lot of pain so it makes me crazy i found the salt and pepper in the fridge and the milk on the kitchen shelf
my feet/knees hurt so bad -i can hardly stand up and walk now.

i stopped the methotrexate because its not worth the hassel and the stress to get it,,i cant handel it anymore,,forget it completly im on week two of no metho and it hurts like hell and i cant handel my feet and hands,they r hot and sore it hurts to walk /im unhappy and scared and worried about life im trapped in a friggen nitemare and i am doomed - and this medical service im getting is worth nothing so im glad its a free place for me,ID NEVER pay these ppl to get the hap-hazard medical attn i am receiving - no insurance no help,,its just that simple
on a larger note,,i must log how split up everyone is becoming,either you r OK with obama or you are not ,and its dividing everyone i know,,its so intense ,but i bet its all part of the plan,,divide then conquer

when i see her in the morning i say,,look, shes grown over nite

im here and it took awhile for me to get going, it hurt to walk on my feet.
i just got back from dropping K off. i am worried about money again, im trying to sell things we dont need, like the mitre saw downstairs and the black antique chairs from patsy-- right now, no ONEs buying anything,craigslist is slow and tulsa sells and recycles is slow- no ones buying.
i still am on a news ban,due to the anxiety it creates, the weather has cooled down abit-more like fall now,,im hoping it stays like this until time for winter,that would be nice. i cant stand the heat on methotrexate - i just step out for a second and i bust out in this awful sweat,its so unbearable.
worried about the info i find everywhere,hes a craigslist memo i stumbled on to and read it word for word, (back to stashing stuff in the basement for survival):
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New World Order (Everywhere)
Date: 2009-08-27, 10:41PM MDT
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EVERYONE! After years of conspiracy theorists screaming about the New World Order, those like Michael Moore and Alex Jones were labeled "Nuts" by the general media. However, as recently as July 2009, an Austrian journalist named Jane Bergermeister has published information and filed criminal charges with the Austrian government and the US FBI claiming that FEMA, WHO (world health organization), Obama Administration and an Austrian pharmaceutical company named Baxter are trying to commit mass genecide by unleashing a bio-weapon (the H1N1 virus); other scientists who confirm her story that the H1N1 virus was genetically engineered by Baxter (and the WHO group); she also claims that Obama and FEMA will declare Marital Law and force upon the American public - a lethal vaccination (also created by Baxter) causing mass genecide. Other sources confirm that any resistors will be taken to FEMA death camps - concentration camps worse than the NAZI concentration camps. The FEMA trains are designed to house hundreds of people (in shackles) and to gas people right in the compartments; the FEMA camps have no accommodations for housing, dining or sleeping quaters - ONLY gas chambers and incinerators; (watch the youtube videos and see for yourself). In recent speeches, Obama and his administration have voiced overtures of Martial Law; he and his new health care advisers are advocating euthenasia. How much clearer can the signs be. By all credible reports from scientists, civil rights watch groups, investigative (foreign journalists, we are about to be in a STATE OF EMERGENCY within the next few weeks! Obama and FEMA will be declaring Martial Law in about 3 -6 weeks! (no later than October - if that!) THIS IS NOT A JOKE! PASS THIS ON TO AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN! DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH ! Giving up ONE night of TV to do a little homework - could literally save your life; and your family! Attached is an html file with a list of BOOKMARKED links - From reputable VERIFIED sources about the upcoming MARTIAL LAW that is ABOUT to be perpetrated on the AMERICAN PEOPLE - in order to take over this country and SUSPEND the US Constitution! THERE IS NO BIRD FLU Pandemic - except the one that was genetically engineered by Baxter Pharmaceutical, FEMA and WHO; They will then make it MANDATORY that people take (deadly) VACCINE - which will kill people; Those who resist will be taken to FEMA "detention" camps (and really death camps)! Many in Congress are unaware of FEMA's & Homeland Security Agency's Plans, but factions of the US Gov -under the guise of FEMA have been planning these Concentration Camps for Years! They plan to use Martial Law to murder American Citizens and decrease the population! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyQvXZzAa3M&feature=related Check out the LINKS in the attachment - watch the videos! I repeat - THERE ARE DEATH TRAINS - to take people to DEATH CAMPS Not work or detention camps (there are NO Housing Accommodations , just gas chambers and incinerators!; They don't even have those in Guantanamo Bay -for the REAL terrorists! so what the HELL are these facilities doing on AMERICAN SOIL ! ?? for YOU and YOUR FAMILY! That's who! Google REX87; Again, These videos are DOCUMENTED EVIDENCE by reputable scientists, JOURNALISTS and congressmen; This is not hype, this is not crazy; this is not radical talk! THIS IS REAL! We are going to experience FAR WORSE than what was perpetrated by Nazi Germany during WWII It will most likely take you a few hours to go through the links. Be sure to watch all of the Youtube videos, first in order to get a quick overview of what's going on. (SEE the criminal complaint filed by Austrian Journalist, Jane Bugermeister against FEMA, and Baxter Pharmaceuticals); http://www.theflucase.com/downloads/Microsoft_Word__Criminal_Charges__Swine_flu_edits_v2_1_.pdf BUT ONCE THINGS START TO HAPPEN- and there is a military presence in your area - DO NOT ! I REPEAT ... DO NOT! EXPOSE YOURSELF TO ARREST! go into seclusion; do not voice protests (by yourself) ! do not voice anti-government sentiments! ( pack what you can carry (backpacking) just take your family and LEAVE! - or join neighborhood watch groups! Hopefully there will be still some remaining in Government or Congress who can take action and suspend this ILLEGAL Martial Law. If you act alone - YOU WILL BE SINGLED OUT! ARRESTED, TAKEN TO FEMA CAMPS - AND KILLED! What you CAN do is write only trusted REPRESENTATIVES IN Congress! (one is Rep. Peter DeFazio - Oregon, and those congressmen on the Homeland Security Committee) send them links to information! Do it anonymously if you have to! They're probably asleep at the wheel if they are in office and they are not aware of these FEMA Concentration Camps! or what FEMA, Obama, and Clinton have been planning all along! But there ARE STILL some people in CONGRESS that are honest and decent citizens who want to uphold the US Constitution! Maybe it's too late for them to do anything now??! Maybe they still can??! ! There are still some in the military who have no idea why or WHAT the buildup IS FOR! They truly believe there is a "natural" Swine flu epidemic! They that THINK they are doing the right thing! You won't KNOW WHO you're dealing with! DO NOT TAKE ANY SHOTS OR VACCINES! DO NOT ALLOW YOUR CHILDREN TO BE VACCINATED! IF YOU ARE FORCED- MAKE A SCENE! IN PUBLIC! How can you take action to protect your family? 1) start hoarding some CASH NOW! and things to trade or barter - jewelry, staples, gold, etc. for immediate TRADE; they won't be much good afterward when Martial Law is enforced. 2) Start STOCKING UP and buy at LEAST 1 or 2 MONTH'S WORTH OF WATER, FOOD STAPLES, canned goods (fresh vegs & fruit but won't last long) (Ensure, Gator Ade, canned vegs, Powdered Milk, bottled water or a REVERSE OSMOSIS WATER SYSTEM, Protein Powder, beans, rice, pre-packaged vacuum sealed food if you can get it online); CANDLES, CANNED GOODS! BATTERIES, FIRST AID ITEMS, CRITICAL MEDICATIONS; masks (gas mask, tyvek suit, filter masks) (all utilities, phone, TV, internet will most likely be suspended). (after that you will most likely be mobile on foot); Do not drink TAP WATER or store bought bottled water AFTER the Martial Law is declared! FILTER YOUR OWN - with a portable commercial grade - REVERSE OSMOSIS UNIT! One that you can take with you - if you are mobile. BUY NON-GMO SEEDS PACKETS ONLINE! (many new seed are terminator seed and will not grow new plants from the seeds of that harvest of plants. or they will have no new seeds at all); they will try to starve the masses; stock up! Find an underground shelter or places to hide/hoard food if possible. 3) at the first signs of trouble - on the news or in your neighborhood -STAY HOME FROM WORK! KEEP YOUR KIDS OUT OF SCHOOL! 4) IF YOU ARE TOLD TO EVACUATE - DO NOT GET INTO TRAINS -OR FOLLOW THE CROWDS! TAKE YOUR FAMILY AND FLEE ON YOUR OWN ! do NOT be herded WITH CROWDS; 5) If you can afford a short wave radio or HAM radio and a CB radio- GO BUY ONE! now! (the internet will probably be suspended); GPS unit (will probably not work for very long - they may jam the satellites); a compass; satellite phone (although probably won't work for long); a LORAN (yes, an old fashion boat LORAN system); 6) If you can afford a small diesel generator or hydro (water) generator - buy one! maybe a small one that you can carry; portable sterno units; matches, lighters. 7) Same - if you can afford to buy a small portable (mobile) solar powered appliance recgarger or phone recharger - so that you can carry it with you! (forget your cell phones! they won't work! batteries); (there are water powered batteries -(hydro electric batteries) online - if you are serious survivalist - these are worth it); 8) This may sound nuts but, search out caves; or go to a remote island or country; if you can, hire a sailboat with a captain if you don't know how to sail); or if you know someone with a sailboat - better make some plans for a LONG TRIP! again get an old fashion LORAN system; again - satellites will be jammed and the newer systems won't work! a good reliable "chronagraph" watch and a good compass will do just as well! (read the book "Longitude" to learn how to use them); if you can afford a vacation - go sometime in Sept - before things start to happen. 9) survivalist or camping equipment - Swiss army knife/tool set; 10) PORTABLE water purifier; with extra filter cartridges 11) maps & survivalist manuals 12) GUNS - Look what happened during Katrina - looters, crazies; If people stick together during this time- and help one another - we WILL SURVIVE this! We can lie low - and peacefully help one another, and wait out the "FLU"; if FEMA authorities come for YOU or your family (for no reason) you KNOW they are up to no good! - YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO PROTECT YOURSELF. IF you are able to FIGHT - do so! EVEN WITH UN TROOPS ALREADY STATIONED HERE ON AMERICAN SOIL ...#1 THEY ARE OUT NUMBERED BY US! #2 It is against the US constitution for American Troops or foreign troops for that matter - take up arms against American Citizens on American Soil; AS AMERICAN CITIZENS WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO BEAR ARMS. WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO FILE CRIMINAL CHARGES AGAINST TREASONOUS ACTS AGAINST THE US CONSTITUTION. FEMA IS UNCONSTITUTIONAL! FORCED VACCINATION IS A VIOLATION OF OUR CIVIL RIGHTS! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Second_Amendment_to_the_United_States_Constitution THE SECOND AMENDMENT OF THE US CONSTITUTION GIVES US THE RIGHT TO BEAR ARMS UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES. Use it or lose it people! REMEMBER WE OUTNUMBER THEM! DON'T BE HERDED TO DIE IN A DEATH CAMP! 13) again - things will probably start to take place around Sept / October - Keep your kids & family close to home; listen to your shortwave radio - PBS (public radio, Alex Jones, or any other trustworthy internet news source; if people start to go "missing" or it is reported that people are disappearing (most likely prominant outspoken talk hosts who speak out against FEMA or the Obama Administration - BE PREPARED to take your family - and leave! Go somewhere remote; if you are still able to leave - take a vacation to FIJI or some remote place; but get the HELL out of town while you can still leave! FIND CAVES; visit a foreign country (Asia, France said it WILL REFUSE TO DECLARE MARTIAL LAW); DRIVE remote roads (or motorbike); hike, take a sailboat, a private plane, or any unusual means of transportation that you can - Because you will most likely be taken custody at public airports; YOUR CELLPHONE CAN BE TRACKED! ditch it! 14) If you don't already OWN A GUN - GET ONE! iT'S ALSO a good idea to start taking some shooting lessons. join a shooting range or a gun club! 15) PRAY; PRAY ALONE; PRAY IN GROUPS; joint MASS PRAYER groups! It worked during WWII - it will work AGAIN! If you do nothing... (if you do not even research this to see if this is all real) - you will probably join the masses - for whatever they have in store --- for you!
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