these guys look great!so positive..we like that!

well, im tired & hurtin' from seroius RA
but its A NEW DAY in a NEW WORLD and i cant wait to get started on what ever we all need to do to help out!!! save america!!!
OMG we are surrounded BY REDS in ol!!!!!!!!!! OMG=I thought Obama stomped some serous booty here in Tulsa,,BUT as i look this klahoma- its BAD,,we got our butts kicked by McSame people,,,,we need to move asap..really,,we don't belong in a red state at all..I'm not comfortable with all the negativity -Kelly said at her job,,,they are all upset,,grumpy and not thrilled at the least bit about the election,,i told her,,wave bye bye,,and ignore them-we do not need their pessimistic attitude //and they will see in the end,,
Jesus was a community organizer,,
Pontius Pilot was a Governor....
((((they claim to be christian but act the opposite-i see that alot these days)))

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~ in the late PM now and i did not take a nap today ,,i was super buzy and had to work fast in Regard to WINTER around the corner and dealing with these plants, OUTside and INside,,

i moved everything and watered everything. HERE'S a storm roiling over us now,,they say we are under a TORNADO - watch and its been so warm and sticky all day

i actual WISH it would just stay like this- call it our winter- 75 degrees daytime with

60 degree nites, So comfortable! Ill be sad to see the cold come in,,its too painful ...

its 6.00 now (AM that is) i do best in the mornings,i sit awhile then slowly launch into fast gear with my mind on 100 things i must do NOW so,,i wear myself out,, and wonder why im always in a flare,,i have felt better tho,,lately has not been super painful,, my meds all help alot and you learn how valuable they are when you DO NOT HAVE THEM!!!
OMG at about 4.00pm yesterday my tooth feel out - my tooth thats up front-,,i have a pic(embaressed to go anywhere now) i gotta find out why my optionos are i just want the tooth bonded back to look normal,,no crown,,fuck that shit,whos got athousdand dollars for that? if i had a grand id buy kelly a pair of sunglasses (she needs them so badly) and id buy me some make up and a haircut before a fuckiing thousand dolllar tooth went into my mouth,,
OK next on the blog-list is:
depression..can we talk? i have had no counceling for a LONG TIME i do have an appt comming up with a new shrink at family and children services -i need a session bad!!
i should create a bullit point list of a few things that i belive are at the bottom of my troubles..example' #1) CANT ASK FOR HELP - FIND IT REAL HARD TO ASK ANYONE FOR ANYTHING - ITS LIKE IM GONNA GET YELLED AT FOR ASKING,,-MUST BE A STAIN FROM CHILDHOOD AND MOM-ug!
kelly JUST woke UP,,gottago now to help her out