a picture to capture how i feel

i am on week 4 now of methotrexarte,, i can feel it working,,i feel better,,i have alot more endurance now and i almost do not need to rest during the day,i say that.. but ,,i have fallen asleep today and yesterday,i woke up late and feeling super anxiety

i am so under the influence of anxiety.,.almost could not drive yesterday and this mormning

(im still having hot flashes from hell )