im upset this mornig-stressed to the MAX-this blogging is a waste of time,, does nothing for me or anyone else,,i swear,,i want to write certan things and cant,so why fucking bother,,forget it - and guess who feels like a worhtles- dislexic a-d-d and good for nothing- twisted up - painful -and never will be-
i stil have the pit (of doom) in my stomach
i recall that feeling from thwe past = and it when i discovered i was being lied to and cheated on by a 7 YEAR relationship- but i didnt realize that who i though loved me was lieing the whole time and had a girlfriend on the side for a LONG tmie,i left that relatonship after i found that out,,it made me sick ,,very sick,,i fell apart too,,
i feel like that this same feeling now thats all i can say