me and kelly are goig thru hell right now - we r very very stressed out over money and do ot know where money will come from, but we just have to have some,,we r starving to death and have no treatment for allergies OR my RA and insanity,SO basicly we r just living day to day - and trying to act like its all OK - hopefuly it will be,,it always has been in the past,,why would things just get worse while we try to keep up attitudes and apperances,,i am scared to death about the RA and its really shapeshifting my bones which is painfuly disapointing,,i keep thinkin im gonna get blessed w a healing from jesus - its just not my time yet i guess,,ive been mentaly struggling w/my depression, i try to make it go away but i have a deep-deep pit in my gut- im totaly afraid of seeing anybody-and i feel weird as hell,and like a effing misfit- i have felt this feeling before in my past i am blocking out what its connected to,,i cant recall anything-BUT i recognize this feeling BIGtime-WTF?
BUT WHAT REEEEEEEEEEEEEEALLY SCARES ME IS THIS:
Codex Alimentarius WARNING it starts december 31 2009
~The Codex Alimentarius is a threat to the freedom of people........
~The Codex Almentarius is a global cartel designed to hand over the control of natural remedies to the pharmaceutical giants.............................
this is part of the mess that is preventing me from getting medical help 4 rheumatiod THEY do not want me to buy a herb to help,,OHNO,,no money for BIG companies in herbs,,they cannot controll the herbs........
(anyone with a disease is going to be isolated and stomped out in the future-mark my words)
this has been going on for sometime,,if anyone doesnt know about this,,they should google this b/c its going to ruin our country and the lives as it is starting to happen already,,
The middle class will be deleted and only the rich(few) and POOR(all others)
will be left and the poor is all they want...WHY.. their money$$$ and labor will be for the rich ,,sort of like servants ,,like in the old days of history - the Illuminati wants to rule and we are all slaves only become more of a slave in the future under the police state we are seeing being implemented right NOW folks RIGHT NOW! i swear i think its all coming down to a crash! scary shit!