TODAY= the freezing weather is back,,except the sun is shining too,,,so that kinda helps,,its pre-nap,,11.05,,my hips areaching so bad i have to go lay on heating pad for awhile to get past this and able to cary on thru the day w/ LOTS of things to do,,we gotta alot of transformers to look over, and price to sell,,, LOOK:
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ive spent all morning sanitizing cuz shawny has a cold and was here last nite,,i had to do door handels ansd computer all of it,,for the second day too,,no bitching,,just saying,,its alot of work,, to anti germ everything
i cant afford to catch a cold, or get "any kind" of sick!
forgot to mention that it was a THERAPY nite="can we talk?" yep OHno i,i forgot aaaalll about it,,,6.00pm appt with her, and i FLEW up there so quick,,,, i missed my last 2 appts,so not good to miss this one at all,,,,, ~kelly and shawny went to class - i went to se my shrink and came home to a quite house untill 10.00 pm when kell got in / i had promised my shrink that i would start a painting on canvas as soon as i got home,,
she said " im not askin' you to like stay uplate or start some masterpiece,,but promise me you will add color to canvas when you get home?" ,i promised her i would (it had been awhile,,i had alot built up- i cried Alot,embarressed-kinda) so anyhoooo- reporting in for therapy..boi, did i need it- i said FLAT_OUT " im depressed and scared to go anywhere "
,.i brought a little note that said dont froget to tell shrink about gorephobia and ppl scare me -