its a cold and lazy sat and i got up at 8.00am instead of 5.30 or 6.00 am,,it really seems to let me hang on a little more thru the day -but right now im hanging on for a nap.. waiting for mr Michael to come and buy our professional mop -bucket and 2 ringers- for a decent price...
he was to be here at 12.00..havent seen him yet -gotta go for now,,once he is here & gone-
plans is = laying down fast (kids spent nite here last nite,,cute as can be) - ouchi fingers,,cannot type------------------
this part was written on Tuesday morn (april 1st) about this day:
**skipped friday b/c we had Tina's 2 kids stay w/us,,,it was real neat
but TG we dont have kids.
they cost a fortune to keep,,we can barely afford our 2 cats, b/c everything is expensive -how do people do it??? my sister raised 3 kids,,they are about to graduate from high school and they all have their jobs -those kids enjoy earning money -Drew Stevie and Amanda-my sisters,,
and kellys sisters kids are Ariel and Blake- 13yrs and 8 yrs?Blake?? younger but i dont know how old he is, hes a little man tho- its like, he want to put on a suit first thing and get dress for the career at this young age of 8 or so,,its so cute to watch and to be around children - i think they are so alien,,i just look with amazement at them-

i try to get ready for the Day,, get dressed-to motivate me to stay up and not to sleep-even tho it hurts-but i still have to lay down at 11.00 to sleep until 2.00-or 3.00 pm
I don't want to get up then, because its that pain in hands and feet and elbows again.
~Like i told my therapist and Kelly,,i cannot keep going to sleep and waking up ,,it hurts its killing me,,so what do ya do? u know?? its a vicious cycle .....anyhooooo
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its Tuesday,,i just woke up from a "siesta" I'm very MUCH OUT OF IT,,Later w/ the blog -my fingers still hurt-cant type .............

* i hate the way this RA is in my body, eating away at my joints EVERY SINGLE DAY i cant get break- i see damage in my hands wrists and feet -why am i taking this prednisone if its not working ????
~ IM NOT about to increase the dose - in fact,, I'm about to wean my self down lower and lower,
i cannot continue this prednisone "side effects crap",,its wearing me out-whew!