im having a hard time with my knees - guess the RA has found a place to hunker down and attack,,and its in my knees,,this knee pain has been going on for some time but its so damn bad now i cant get off the toilet,,i cant get up from a sitting position and it hurts like hell to use the knees ....i know now JUST how important knees are to us..
i watched "the skelaton key" asnd it was sooo scary good, love all that new oreans vodoo stuff it creeped me out and that was goldie hawn's daughter,,named ,, named,,ahhhh forgot her name already,,,,shes a good actress and cute as hell

good job goldie hawn! just googled goldie hawn :KATE HUDSON - ofcourse!

weird news today:
((now i have seen everything and this beats all of it))
Genetically engineered meat with RFID chips grown in your kitchen to “save the planet”
Published on 09-25-2009 Email To Friend Print Version
Source: Daily Mail
The Cocoon, which would ‘grow’ its own meals, won the Electrolux competition
Pre-mixed food packets containing muscle cells, oxygen and nutrients, would put an end to messy and time-consuming preparation.
Cooker that ‘grows’ meat in your kitchen beats teleporting fridge and two-second clothes cleaner to win design prize
A controversial cooker that ‘grows’ meat and fish by heating animal cells in your kitchen claimed first prize in the Electrolux design competition tonight.
The invention, called Cocoon, could develop food with the make-up and nutrients of real meat.
Mr Hederstierna, 27, said: ‘This will create 100 per cent pure meat without the need for animals to be killed and with no risk of contamination. It will change everything.’
A food generator is a popular concept in science fiction programmes such as Star Trek
thats just plain weird

seems like i just have too much going on now,,i hae not been keeping up here at all
reason: to obsessed with 2012 and other news thats goiong on now,,if i read all that stuff about the conspiraCY of h1n1 and the way that the PTB are trying to ill off 2/3rds of the population,,then i have3 to read every EVERY thing on it so that i dont get worried for nothing,,and verify all that i read,,like do my own research on every subject,,every thing they say i want to back it up,,is irt hear say is it faCT where is all this info coming from and why,,whos benefiting,hows making money off the fear of the ppl? every stone needs to be turned over and explored,,soo thats what ive been doing now that we've got these three computers networked and up and running,,all viruses removed and pray not to get anymore viruses from downloading stuff i shouldn't be,,(greed is bad) ive3 been cleaning this ol house and it wears me out,, my RA has been very active because i quit the methotrexate,it was helping me too,,but its tooo hard to getit so screw it -- i want a rheumatoligist
and the doctor im seeing just doest know anything about RA - i read an artical about the h1n1 and other vaccines we get every yr for the regular flu ..well,,something stood out TESTS SHOW PPL WHO TAKE THE FLU SHOT EVERY YR, AND ADDED UP TO ABOUT 8 TIMES,,WILL BE MORE LIKELY TO GET MS or RA and other funky diseases --i believe this may be what caused me to get RA,,i took the flu shot working in retail over 12 yrs in a row,,,i think it may be the cause ???? NO ONE IN MY FAMILY HAS THIS SO HOW THE HECK DID I GET IT ?
article i read for this info:
Dangerous Mercury Contamination of Human Body Increasing, Study Finds
also,2012 is really on the front burner for TV and the web,,lots of stuff being presented every day and i eat it aaaaaall up ...burp. opps.emberressed.
The 2012 Enigma

The 2012 Enigma

[-- we're seeing the end of capitalism. The end of capitalism as we know it and I say good riddance. It hasn't helped the people or the planet." -- Michael Moore on Larry King Live, Wednesday, November 19th, 2008

its friday, i feel alittle better, i slept enuff to get RA to back off alittle bit. i was swollen and painful yesterday, im scared today about the NEW NEWS in regard to H1N1 and whats going on
i told kelly that we seem so stressed out about all the shit going on,BUT its all stuff we can handle but perhaps our souls know of the impending doom around the corner and then this morning i saw this and cried about it and thinking what the hell r we going to do? im NOT taking that shot, its the mark of the beast i KNOW IT I JUST KNOW IT ,,its got a RFIDchip in the shot
along with the avian mixed in so u do get sick and TOO many will die from this shot. its the curse.
it is the mark of the beast: and id rather die fighting for our rights!! and i will fight,i will! i wilnot repeat NOT take the swine flu shot,kill me for this yes, but i am not taking this mark of the beast

Radio Frequency Identification (RFID)a key part of the global surveillance society
a technological advancement over Nazi tattooing of prisoners
RFID chip
Revelation 13:16-18
16 And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:17 And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name.18 Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six hundred threescore and six.

notes on what i have been researching:

1. Numbers reporting on swine flu count have stopped here in oklahoma, they r only reporting the numbers of deaths

LINK for oklahoma swine flu numbers ( another conspiracy 2 hide the count)

http://www.swineflu.org/forum_topics.asp?FID=425

2.end of days is around the corner, i focus on 2012 theories, but it may be the swine flu conspiracy is the real threat.

3.if we survive this H1N1 period, then 2012 may be the Apocalypse i believe in so deeply, a veil is lifted, we know the truth about everything at this point.

3. i ching,Nostradamus,Aztec,Mayan,Hopi Indians, the oracal named not delphi but the other lady,cant recall her name, and most important,the BIBLE even lays out something for this subject : BIBLE CODES PREDICT SOLAR FLARE
HOLOCAUST IN 2012 Revelation 16:8-9 "And they fourth poured out his bowl upon the sun; and it was given to it to burn men with fire. And men were burned with great heat; and the blasphemed the name of God Who has the authority over these plagues; and they did not repent to give Him glory."

Unrest grows daily around the world. Terrorism mounts. Bad news increases, while good news is increasingly scarce. Conditions worsen daily!!!

all agree and warn us of this 2012 issue. question, how can cultures who didn't even know each existed,write about this issue ???? its important to live each day like its the last,live love laff and be good. no evil can win over good.

against all this, my RA is nothing and i will be strong and not give in to the evil,aka devil ,almost spelled the same. D-evil..weird

75 Percent of Oklahoma High School Students Can't Name the First President of the U.S.

45,000 American deaths associated with lack of INSURANCE!!

i love this alien named jesus.

im really sick,as in RA sick, its depressing me and i cant win or beat it,,its stronger then i am , i feel bad about that, and i8 want to contribute to society or to this unit i live in m,,it makes me feel worthless and incapable . enuff noise for now, im in a lot of pain so it makes me crazy i found the salt and pepper in the fridge and the milk on the kitchen shelf
my feet/knees hurt so bad -i can hardly stand up and walk now.

i stopped the methotrexate because its not worth the hassel and the stress to get it,,i cant handel it anymore,,forget it completly im on week two of no metho and it hurts like hell and i cant handel my feet and hands,they r hot and sore it hurts to walk /im unhappy and scared and worried about life im trapped in a friggen nitemare and i am doomed - and this medical service im getting is worth nothing so im glad its a free place for me,ID NEVER pay these ppl to get the hap-hazard medical attn i am receiving - no insurance no help,,its just that simple
on a larger note,,i must log how split up everyone is becoming,either you r OK with obama or you are not ,and its dividing everyone i know,,its so intense ,but i bet its all part of the plan,,divide then conquer