all i can say is i wish i could spend my days sleeping,it isnt much of a life but its the only way i can get away from allllll of his S-H-I-T! aka PAIN /im so effing tiered of all this, if i cry kelly gets upset/ if i try to just sit here..i feel miserible-i am just crying on the inside-,, i hate my RA HATE IT--- ITS so so unfair,i hurt real bad this morning and i could not get up.BUT I HAVE TO, i cant let this shit beat me,,i got up and im pretending all is fine (i do that alot) but my soul hurts ,,,along with my bones, im so depressed, nothng is working for me, i hate my life now,, i used to be so happy,,im not any longer/im just in serious pain,,and it drives me crazyinsane to tears