all these pics are from RIGHT NOW- i dont feel so good,,my insides hurt (my organs )

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ITS 3.00pm ,i just woke up.im zoning out while waiting for the NUROTIN and darvon to kick in:

i pick up kelly at 5.30 today-she insisted i rest,,i sure do not feel good,,i wish i knew what i could do,i eat OK and i GAINED 5 pounds! thats a good thing ////size 1 is too small for me,,i need to be a size 5 or at 115 to be comfortable,,im there NOW so i gotta be careful .

WE STOPPED for good on the smoking- its official again- its hard to quit after 20 yrs of marlboros but it just has to be done,,no more nomore nore nomore nomorenore nomorenomorenorere nore nore nore,OPPS got stuck,,,hehefunni/